GLIMPSES OF THE TRUTH AS IT IS 
    IN JESUS by Octavius Winslow 
    "Broken Cisterns"
    
        "My people have committed two sins:
    
    They have forsaken Me, 
        the spring of living water, 
    and have dug their own cisterns, 
        broken cisterns that cannot hold 
    water." Jeremiah 2:13 
    Sin has created a deep and an agonizing void in the soul 
    of man. There was a period- Oh that its joys should now be enshrouded in a 
    cloud so dark!- when every affection and aspiration of the human mind soared 
    towards, and centered in, God. Possessing a nature assimilating with the 
    Divine nature, and a heart capable of loving God with a compass and a grasp 
    of affection worthy of its object- dwelling near the habitation of His 
    holiness, and holding the closest communion with Him in all the privacy of 
    his walk, man sought and desired no other happiness than that which flowed 
    from God, the "Fountain of living waters." God was in all his mercies, and 
    all his mercies led him to God. 
    But a woeful change has taken place. A fearful chasm has 
    followed. The moment sin invaded paradise, touching with its deadly taint 
    this glorious and happy creature, he swerved from the center of his repose, 
    and becoming sensible of an instantaneous loss, his restless and craving 
    soul went in quest of a substitute to occupy the void which his guilt had 
    created. In a word, he forsook the Fountain for the cistern, the Creator for 
    the creature; and God, in return, abandoned him to all the dire consequences 
    of so foolish and so fatal an exchange. To the contemplation of this state, 
    as it is portrayed in the history of the unrenewed mind, let us now bend our 
    thoughts, gathering from it those lessons of wisdom which it is, so 
    eminently calculated to supply. 
    The first great truth that meets us is, God's figurative 
    revelation of Himself- "Me, the Fountain of living waters." Do we predicate 
    this of the FATHER? Then, here is a truth which, for its vastness and its 
    preciousness, is surpassed by no other. It meets a phase of Christian 
    experience not often glanced at. We allude to the secret tendency which 
    there is in us to a partiality in our estimate of the cost of redemption. 
    There is a proneness to keep out of sight the interest which the Father took 
    in the salvation of His church; and to look upon the work of the Son as 
    though it originated and purchased all the love, and the benevolence, and 
    the allurings which God the Father is represented as manifesting towards his 
    revolted but recovered family. You have studied but imperfectly the wonders 
    of redemption- have but partially seen its glories- with shallow line have 
    fathomed its depth- and with feeble pinion have soared to its height, if you 
    have not been accustomed to associate the Father's purpose of grace and love 
    with every step which the Son took in working out the recovery of a lost 
    church. 
    So wont are we to fix our admiring and adoring gaze upon 
    the incarnate Son- so wont to entwine our exclusive affection around him who 
    for us 'loved not his life unto the death,' as to come short of the 
    stupendous and animating truth, that all the love, grace, and wisdom which 
    appear so conspicuous and so resplendent in salvation, have their 
    fountain-head in the heart of God the Father! May we not trace to the 
    holding of this partial view, those hard and injurious thoughts of his 
    character, and those crude and gloomy interpretations of his government, 
    which so many of us bear towards him? And was it not this contracted and 
    shadowy conception of the Father which Jesus so pointedly, yet so gently 
    rebuked in his disciple, "If you had known me, you should have known my 
    Father also: and from henceforth you know him and have seen him." To this, 
    his incredulous disciple still objected, "Lord, show us the Father, and it 
    suffices us. Jesus said unto him, Have I been so long with you, and yet have 
    you not known me, Philip? He that has seen me, has seen the Father; how do 
    you say then, Show us the Father?" 
    What further testimony, and what more conclusive proof 
    need we? "He that has seen me, has seen the Father." Do we see the glory of 
    Jesus beaming through the attempted concealment of his humanity?- it is the 
    glory of the Father shining. Do we follow Jesus in his walks of mercy, and 
    behold him lavishing the exuberance of his tenderness and sympathy upon the 
    objects of misery and want who thronged his way?- strange though it may 
    seem, yet, in those displays of love, and in those meltings of compassion, 
    and in that voice of mercy, and in those tears of sympathy, we see and hear 
    the Father himself. Do we contemplate the love of Jesus, laborings, 
    suffering, dying?- we see the Father's love in equal vastness, strength, and 
    intensity. He that has thus seen the Son, has also seen the Father. 
    Would we breathe a syllable, or pen a line, tending to 
    lessen your attachment to the Son? God forbid! Rather would we heighten your 
    love, and elevate it to a standard never reached before. We claim for Christ 
    your highest admiration and your supreme affection; and unhesitatingly 
    declare, that there is not an object in the universe so worthy of them as 
    he. But we are jealous for the Father's glory; and we wish to guide you 
    through the channel to the Fountain from where it flows- even the eternal 
    purpose, the everlasting love, the covenant mercy of God the Father. Here is 
    the grand secret revealed of God, so loving to the world. His love 
    originated the salvation of His Church- the salvation of the Church did not 
    originate His love. Think not, then, that the work of Jesus was the 
    procuring cause of God's love to sinners! O no! You do him great injustice 
    and wrong if so you interpret his affection. He loved the Church long before 
    He sent His Son from His bosom to die for it. There was the love, thirsting, 
    panting, and longing for an outlet, and only finding it through the riven 
    bosom of Jesus. Oh! to see that every step which Jesus took to work out our 
    redemption from the curse, was in perfect harmony with the purpose, the 
    mind, and the heart of the Father! He could, with all truth, say, as he 
    travailed in soul, "I and my Father are one." "I do always those things 
    which please him." "The Father that dwells in me, he does the works." "I am 
    in the Father, and the Father in me." 
    Behold, then, the Fountain of living waters! The 
    infinite, the eternal, and inexhaustible Fountain- the Father's love! Do you 
    now marvel at redemption? Do you now wonder at His unspeakable gift? The 
    mystery is explained in the Father's love. "In this was manifested the love 
    of God toward us, because that God sent his only-begotten Son into the 
    world, that we might live through him." "Herein is love, not that we loved 
    God, but that be loved us, and sent his Son to be the propitiation for our 
    sins." Learn, dear Christian reader, to entwine the Father in the affections 
    that cluster around the Son. Eternally welled in His infinite heart, was the 
    love which constrained Him not to spare His own Son, that He might spare 
    you. Give to him an equal place in your thoughts, your affections, your 
    worship, and your service. Blend him with every view which you take of 
    Jesus. Associate His love who gave, with every hallowed remembrance of his 
    love who was given. And when you see the heart of the Son broken with 
    sorrow, think that it "pleased Jehovah to bruise him and to put him to 
    grief" for the love which He bore the Church. Behold what a fountain of life 
    is God! All intelligences, from the highest angel in heaven, to the lowest 
    creature on earth, drawing every breath of their existence from Him. "In Him 
    we live and move and have our being." 
    But he is more than this to the Church. He is the 
    Fountain of love as well as of life. The spirits of "just men made perfect," 
    and the redeemed on earth, satiate their thirsty souls at the overflowing 
    fulness of the Father's love. How much do we need this truth! What stinted 
    views, unjust conceptions, and wrong interpretations have we cherished of 
    Him, simply because we overlook His character as the Fountain of living 
    waters. We "limit the Holy One of Israel." We judge of him by our poor, 
    narrow conception of things. We think that He is such a one as we ourselves 
    are. We forget in our approaches, that we are coming to an Infinite 
    Fountain. That the heavier the demand we make upon God, the more we shall 
    receive, and that the oftener we come, the more are we welcome. That we 
    cannot ask too much. That our sin, and His dishonor, are, that we ask so 
    little. We forget that He is glorified in giving; and that the more grace He 
    metes out to his people, the richer the revenue of praise which He receives 
    in return. How worthy of such an infinite Fountain of love and grace is His 
    "Unspeakable Gift!" It came from a large heart; and the heart that gave 
    Jesus will withhold no good thing from those who walk uprightly. 
    The same figure will apply with equal truth to the LORD 
    JESUS CHRIST. It is a most expressive one. He thus appropriates it to 
    himself- "Jesus stood and cried, saying, If any man thirst, let him come 
    unto me and drink." And in another place he describes the water which he 
    gives, as "living water." Jesus is essential life. But he possesses also 
    mediatorial life, held in covenant for his people. To this life he alludes 
    in these words: "Verily, verily, I say unto you, The hour is coming, and now 
    is, when the dead shall hear the voice of the Son of God: and those who hear 
    shall live. For as the Father has life in himself; so has he given to the 
    Son to have life in himself." Thus clear is it, that Jesus is the "Fountain 
    of living waters." What moral death is in the soul of man until he drinks of 
    this living water! We cannot, nor dare we, close our eyes to the truth, such 
    are the precious interests at stake. The soul of man, as to everything that 
    is holy and spiritual, is spiritually dead. His professed faith, and works, 
    and prayers, and religion are dead. All he does while in an unrenewed state, 
    springs from death. He may be powerfully operated upon by a kind of 
    religious galvanism. There may be apparent alarm, and conviction, and 
    excitement, under the preaching of the truth, and solemn providences; and 
    yet (to illustrate his condition by a more scriptural figure), like the 
    bones in Ezekiel's vision, though there may be a shaking, and the outward 
    covering of skin and flesh, yet "there is no breath." "Having the form of 
    godliness, but denying the power thereof." It is by the quickening of the 
    Spirit alone, that he becomes a, living soul. 
    But what a Fountain of life is Jesus! The dead, on whose 
    ear falls the sound of his voice, live. There is a grace in Christ- 
    quickening, regenerating, life-giving grace; and to whomsoever that grace is 
    imparted, he that was lying cold and inanimate in the valley, begins to 
    move, to live, to breathe, and to arise. One touch of Christ, a whisper of 
    his voice, a breath of his Spirit, begets a life in the soul that never 
    dies. That faint and feeble pulsation which often the most skillful touch 
    can scarcely detect, is as deathless as the life of God! A stream from the 
    Fountain of essential life has entered the soul, and it lives, and will 
    live, a glorious life, running on parallel with God's eternity. What a 
    Fountain of life is Jesus! Think of its limitlessness. There is the fulness 
    of life in Christ. The grace that is welled in Jesus, is as infinite in its 
    source as it is divine in its nature. "In him dwelt all the fulness of the 
    Godhead bodily." "It pleased the Father that in him should all fulness 
    dwell." 
    An uncreated fulness, it must possess an inexhaustible 
    infinity. Had the Father deposited this life-giving grace in all the angels 
    in heaven, it had long since been exhausted. Think of the myriads, thirsting 
    for holiness and for happiness, who have knelt and slaked their thirst at 
    this Fountain- think of the myriads who have here filled their empty 
    vessels, and have gone away with joy and hope springing high in their minds. 
    Think of the myriads whose sins his blood has washed away, whose souls his 
    righteousness has clad, whose corruptions his grace has subdued, and whose 
    sorrows his love has comforted. Think of the iniquities which he has 
    pardoned; of the backslidings which he has healed; of the grief which he has 
    removed; of the tears which he has dried; of the souls which he has saved. 
    Think of the myriads, once drinking from the stream below, but who are now 
    drinking from the Fountain-head in glory. 
    And yet is this Fountain as full as ever! Not one 
    hair's-breadth has it sunk. Jesus is as full of pardoning grace for the 
    guilty, and of justifying grace for the vile, and of sanctifying grace for 
    the unworthy, as ever: full enough to meet the needs of every poor, thirsty, 
    panting soul who ventures near. Oh, what a precious truth is this! Precious 
    indeed to him who feels his insufficiency, poverty, and need. What, reader, 
    is your need? what your sorrow? what your trial? what your infirmity? what 
    your burden? Whatever it may be, repair with it to the Fountain of living 
    waters, and despair not of a gracious welcome, and of an adequate supply. It 
    is a Fountain, and a living Fountain. It needs no persuasion to flow, for it 
    flows spontaneously; and wherever it flows there is life. 
    This reminds us of its freeness. The grace that is in 
    Christ Jesus must, from its very nature, be unpurchasable. It implies 
    absolute poverty in the creature, and infinite affluence in God. Could it, 
    by any possibility, be purchased, it would cease to be what it now is, the 
    "grace of God." Because it is so great, so rich, and so infinite, God has 
    made it as free as the sun-light and the air. Nothing can procure it. Tears 
    cannot- convictions cannot- faith cannot- obedience cannot- prayer cannot- 
    yes, not even can the most costly work of God's Spirit in the soul procure a 
    drop of this "living water." God gives it, and he gives it, as the word 
    implies, freely. This is its glory- it is an unpurchasable, and a freely 
    bestowed gift. Upon no other terms is it granted. Consequently, no condition 
    of human character, and no case of human guilt, are excluded. The vilest of 
    the vile, the poor insolvent sinner, the needy, the wretched, the penniless, 
    the voice of free grace welcomes to the "living waters." 
    What has kept you so long from this fountain? You have 
    thirsted, and panted, and desired; but still your soul has not been 
    replenished. You have, perhaps, long been seeking the Lord, asking the way, 
    and desiring salvation. Why have you not found him? You have borne the heavy 
    burden of sin, month after month, and year after year, knowing nothing of a 
    sense of pardon, of acceptance, of adoption, of rest. And why? Because you 
    have stumbled at the freeness of the gift. You have expected to receive it 
    as a saint, not seeing that God will only give it to you as a sinner. But 
    hear the word of the Lord: "By grace are you saved;" "Redeemed without 
    money;" "Nothing to pay;" "Whoever will, let him come and take of the water 
    of life freely." O receive into your heart this truth, and you will be a 
    happy man! All creation will seem to smile upon you- the heavens will smile- 
    the earth will smile- yes, God himself will smile. Dropping its chain, your 
    emancipated soul will spring into the glorious liberty of the sons of God. 
    What sovereignty, sweetness, and glory will now appear in the very act that 
    forgives all, forgets all, and which introduces you into a new world, 
    redolent of joy and delight. And while this precious fountain of grace and 
    love, proceeding from the overflowing heart of the Savior, thus flows, you 
    will exclaim, "My soul is caught, Heaven's sovereign blessings clustering 
    from the cross, Rush on her in a throng, and close her round, The prisoner 
    of amaze." 
    One other quality of the life-giving water of grace yet 
    remains to be noticed- we allude to ITS SATISFYING NATURE. Can this be 
    affirmed of any other bliss? Is this an ingredient in the thousand cups of 
    creature good which men so eagerly put to their lips? Select your choicest, 
    fondest, sweetest, temporal mercy, and say, is it satisfying to your soul? 
    Does it, in its fullest enjoyment, leave no lack unsupplied, no desire 
    unmet, no void unfilled? Does it meet the cravings of the mind? Go into the 
    garden of creature blessing, and pluck the loveliest flower, and taste the 
    sweetest fruit; repair to the cabinet of friendship, and select from thence 
    its choicest pear; pass round the wide circle of earth-born joy, and place 
    your hand upon the chief and the best- is it the feeling of your heart, and 
    the language of your lips- "I am satisfied, I want no more?" Does it quench 
    the spirit's thirst: does it soothe the heart's sorrow; does it meet the 
    mind's cravings; does it quiet the troubled conscience, and lift the burden 
    from the aching heart? O no! The height, the depth, the length, the breadth, 
    exclaim, "It is not in me- am I in God's stead?" 
    But how blessed is that which truly satisfies! Listen to 
    the gracious words of the Savior. "Whoever drinks of the water that I will 
    give him, shall never thirst; but the water that I will give him shall be in 
    him a well of water, springing up into everlasting life." Did language ever 
    utter a sentiment more true than this! Jesus is an all-satisfying portion. 
    They who have tried him can testify that it is so. His is not a satisfaction 
    in name, but in reality and in truth. There is a felt, a realized sense of 
    holy satiety. The MIND is content. The believer wanders no more in quest of 
    happiness or of rest. He has found them both in Jesus. He is satisfied to 
    stake his eternal all upon the finished work of Emmanuel- to live upon his 
    smile, to abide in his love, to draw upon his grace, to submit to his will, 
    to bear his cross, to be guided by his counsel, and afterwards to be 
    received by him, and to him, into glory. "Whom have I in heaven but you? and 
    who is there upon earth that I desire beside you?" "My heart is fixed, O 
    God, my heart is fixed; I will sing and give praise," - are the breathings 
    of his adoring, loving, fixed heart. 
    Who that has fully received Christ into his heart, finds 
    that heart sighing to return again to the bondage and the flesh-pots of 
    Egypt? No man, having tasted of the old wine of God's everlasting love in 
    Jesus, desires the new wine of the world's ever-changing joys. Satisfied 
    with what he has through grace thus found, he exclaims, "The old is better." 
    The Lord Jesus imparts contentment to the soul in which he enters and 
    dwells. Vast as were those desires before, urgent as were those necessities, 
    insatiable as were those cravings, and restless as was that mind, Jesus has 
    met and satisfied them all. The magnetic power of his love has attracted to, 
    and fixed the mind upon, himself. "He satisfies the longing soul, and fills 
    the hungry soul with goodness." The believer is satisfied that God should 
    possess him fully, and govern him supremely, and guide him entirely, and be 
    the sole Fountain from where he draws his happiness, gratefully 
    acknowledging, "All my springs are in You." Thus is he content to be just 
    what, and just where, his Father would have him. He is satisfied that he 
    possesses God, and that possessing God, he has all good in God. He knows 
    that his Father cares for him; that he has undertaken to guide all his 
    steps, and to provide for all his needs. The only anxiety which he feels as 
    to the, present, is, how he may the most glorify his dearest, his only 
    Friend, casting the future on Him in the simplicity of child-like faith, 
    which has "No care a day beyond today; No thought about tomorrow. 
    Nor is the satisfaction thus felt limited to the present 
    state. It passes on with the believer to eternity. It enters with him into 
    the mansions of bliss. There, in unruffled serenity, in unalloyed joy, in 
    unmingled bliss, it is perfect and complete. "You will show me the path of 
    life: in your presence is fulness of joy; at your right hand there are 
    pleasures for evermore." Happy saint! who have found your all in Jesus! 
    Glorified spirit! would we recall you to these scenes of sin, of suffering, 
    and of death? No! the needle of your soul no longer varies and trembles, 
    diverted from its center by other and treacherous objects- Jesus fixes it 
    now, and fixes it forever. Drink on, you spirits of the just made perfect, 
    drink! "O Naphtali! satisfied with favor, and full with the blessing of the 
    Lord, possess you the west and the south." Yes, range the entire compass of 
    infinite good, for all things in God, in Christ, and in the covenant, are 
    yours, and yours to all eternity! 
    But man has his WRETCHED SUBSTITUTES for this "Fountain 
    of living waters." This is the solemn charge which God here alleges against 
    him. "They have forsaken me the fountain of living waters, and hewn out 
    cisterns, broken cisterns, that can hold no water." There are three circles 
    into which we will introduce the reader, each one affording evidence and 
    illustration of the truth and nature of this charge. The first circle, 
    perhaps the widest and the most melancholy, is, the circle of a 
    self-righteous world. In no instance does the truth of this statement 
    receive so affecting a confirmation as in this. What is the sad history of 
    man in relation to this indictment? Has he not forsaken the righteousness of 
    God, and sought a substitute in his own? What is man's own righteousness, 
    the best that he ever made, but the hewing out of a created cistern, in the 
    place of the infinite fountain? When Adam fell, he forsook God; and when 
    expelled from paradise, he came out with a fig-leaf covering, a wretched 
    substitute for the beautiful robe which he had just cast aside, and a 
    melancholy and expressive emblem and badge of his own shame, and of our 
    ruin. It was then that the solemn charge was first laid at the door- of 
    forsaking the Fountain for a cistern. And what a wretched cistern it is! See 
    how contracted and how shallow! 
    In vain he "goes about to establish a righteousness of 
    his own, not submitting himself to the righteousness of God." At every step 
    he fails. "For the bed is shorter, than that a man can stretch himself on 
    it; and the covering narrower, than that he can wrap himself in it." His 
    obedience, at best, must be but a partial and an imperfect one, and failing 
    in a single point, entails eternal despair. "For whoever shall keep the 
    whole law, and yet offend in one point, he is guilty of all." But not only 
    is it a shallow and contracted, but it is also a "broken cistern." It can 
    hold no water of life or of peace, of consolation or of joy. In vain his 
    spirit, tormented with guilt and agitated with fear, repairs to it for 
    satisfaction and repose- it supplies it not. 
    Let a man, for example, who is thus seeking salvation by 
    the law, take the holiest day in the calendar of his life; let it be as free 
    as it is possible for a fallen creature to make it from sin; let it be 
    filled up with religious duties and services- it closes, and the curtains of 
    night have drawn around him. Reposing on his pillow, he throws forward a 
    glance into the eternal world- he thinks of the holy God, of the righteous 
    law, of the solemn judgment, and the question, "What, if this night I should 
    be summoned to stand before my Judge! -what, if tomorrow's sun should rise 
    upon my corpse, and I, a departed spirit, should be mingling with the dread 
    realities of an unseen world!" -and he trembles and turns pale. What! has 
    not his best obedience, his holiest day, his strictest observance brought 
    peace to his conscience and quietness to his soul? What! does no bright hope 
    of glory play around his pillow, and no loving, peaceful view of God cradle 
    him to rest? Ah, no! he has "forsaken the fountain of living waters, and has 
    hewn him out a cistern, a broken cistern, that can hold no water," and his 
    night closes in upon him hung with the drapery of hopeless gloom. 
    To you, reader, is this solemn word now sent. Ah! while 
    your eye has been scanning this page, has there not been in your heart the 
    secret conviction of its truth? You have forsaken the righteousness of God, 
    and for years have been digging into the law, hoping thus to find in its 
    strictest observance, some well-spring of life and peace to your soul. But 
    all your toil has been in vain, and all your time mis-spent. And why? 
    because, "by the works of the law shall no man living be justified." And as 
    true peace flows only through the channel of justification by faith, turning 
    your back upon that channel, there is, there can be, no peace for your soul. 
    O that this voice, now sounding in faithfulness in your ear, may awaken you 
    to a sense of your delusion and your folly, and win you to the "good and the 
    right way!" O that you may be persuaded to abandon the implements of a 
    self-wrought righteousness, with which you have so long fruitlessly labored, 
    and, just as you are- poor, guilty, vile, helpless, and hopeless- betake 
    yourself to the "righteousness of God, which is by faith in Christ Jesus!"
    
    The law is a "broken cistern;" it holds no sweet waters 
    of salvation, it gives out no streams of peace. But the Lord Jesus is the 
    living fountain. He is the "end of the law for righteousness to every one 
    that believes." He has "brought in a new and an everlasting righteousness" 
    for the full justification of poor sinners, such as you. Abandon at once and 
    forever the broken cistern of a creature righteousness- too long has it 
    allured but to deceive you- and repair to the fountain of the Divine 
    righteousness, which never has and never will deceive a believing sinner. 
    Drink, O drink, from this life-giving fountain! Here are peace, joy, 
    confidence, and hope. Clothed in this righteousness, you can look your sins 
    in the face, and death in the face, and hell in the face, and fear nothing. 
    "Who shall lay anything to the charge of God's elect? It is God that 
    justifies." 
    We introduce the reader within another circle. In THE 
    UNRENEWED, UNGODLY WORLD, what accumulated and melancholy evidence presents 
    itself of man's abandonment of an infinite for a finite good- the fountain 
    for the cistern! It matters not whether he is found in the intellectual, or 
    in the sensual world, the world of science, or of sense; whether he drinks 
    from the more refined, or the more polluted source- he has forsaken God, and 
    has sought out some false and wretched substitute. Man is an inventive 
    creature. And from the moment that he first turned away from the infinite 
    source of happiness, until the present, he has been bent upon "finding out 
    many inventions" of creature good. Not a day returns but it finds him still 
    delving into the earth in quest of that which will quench the burning thirst 
    of his soul. He formed the cistern, and lo! it proves a "broken cistern that 
    can hold no water!" 
    The man of science has effected his ingenious discovery, 
    the geometrician has solved his abstruse problem, the scholar has completed 
    his production, the statesman has carried his measure, the warrior has 
    gained his battle, the speculator has amassed his wealth, and the competitor 
    has won his prize- are they happy? Follow them into privacy, and behold 
    them, when the fragrant incense of flattery, and the low murmur of applause, 
    and the delirious excitement of success, and the burning flush of victory 
    have, like a beautiful vision, passed away, and they are alone with 
    themselves. Are they happy? Oh! that melancholy countenance, pale with 
    thought- that deep-drawn sigh- that languid look- that restless pace- too 
    painfully reveal that 'happiness'- that 'heaven-descending creature'- has 
    not her home and her dwelling-place there! 
    And why do you marvel at this? They have committed two 
    great sins- they have forsaken the Fountain of living waters, and have hewn 
    out broken cisterns that can hold no water. Survey the daughter of worldly 
    pleasure. She has retired from her evening fascinations to her couch of 
    repose, intoxicated with the incense of adulation offered to her 
    intelligence and her beauty. But the excitement evaporates, and the mind 
    turns in upon itself- is she happy? Ask that heaving bosom- ask that aching 
    head- ask that burning tear- ask that feverish restlessness- ask that 
    sleepless pillow; each would exclaim- "It is not here!" And still do you 
    wonder? Wonder not- she has forsaken the Fountain of living waters, and has 
    hewn out a broken cistern that can hold no water. 
    Take the testimony of one who had ransacked the world of 
    earthly good: "I have seen all the works that are done under the sun; and 
    behold, all is vanity and vexation of spirit." And what is the history of 
    creature idolatry, but a mournful record of beautiful and inviting cisterns, 
    which, nevertheless, God has destroyed? This is a wide and an affecting 
    circle. We enter it cautiously, we allude to it feelingly and tenderly. We 
    touch the subject with a pen that has often sought (though in much 
    feebleness, it is acknowledged) to comfort the mourner, and to lift the 
    pressure from the bowed-down spirit. We enter the domestic circle; oh! what 
    beautiful cisterns of creature good, broken and empty, meet us here! The 
    affectionate husband, the fond wife, the devoted parent, the pleasant child, 
    the faithful friend, laid low in death. They were lovely cisterns, and the 
    heart loved to drink from them its bliss. But lo! God has smitten, and they 
    are broken, and the sweet waters have passed away! Was there not a 
    worshiping of the creature rather than the Creator? Was not the object 
    deified? Was not the attachment idolatrous? Did not the loved one occupy 
    Christ's place in the heart? Ah! the wound, the void, the desolateness, the 
    lonely grief of that heart, but too truly tell who was enthroned upon its 
    strongest and its best affections. 
    But we will seek an illustration of our subject from a 
    narrower circle. Let us pass within the world of RELIGIOUS PROFESSION. What 
    numerous and affecting proofs meet us here of the truth of God's solemn 
    charge! Look at the false teaching of the day. What are the heretical 
    doctrines which are now defended with such ability, and propagated with such 
    zeal, but so many cisterns of error hewn out by man as substitutes for the 
    fountain of revealed truth? -doctrines that sink revelation and exalt 
    tradition, and so deny the word of God; that ascribe regenerating grace to 
    sacraments, and so deny the Holy Spirit; that teach the "real presence" in 
    the Lord's Supper, and so do away with the sacrifice and atonement of 
    Christ; that make religion to consist in a mere observance of external 
    rites, and so deceive and ruin immortal souls; that obliterate the revealed 
    truth of future and eternal punishment, thus weakening the power and shading 
    the glory of God's moral government. We hesitate not to say, that these, and 
    their kindred heresies, are the inventions of man, and designed to beguile 
    souls from the pure fountain of truth. They are cisterns of human 
    contrivance, which hold no water but the water of death. 
    Shall we find nothing in the still smaller circle of the 
    true Church of God which would seem to indicate a proneness to substitute 
    some object in the experience of the believer for Christ? Verily, we think 
    so. To adduce an example, alas! but too common- When the act of faith is 
    substituted for the object of faith, what is this but the hewing out of a 
    broken cistern? Whatever I put in Christ's place necessarily becomes a 
    substitute for Christ. If I look to my faith for comfort, and peace, and 
    evidence, instead of my faith looking to Christ for these, I exchange the 
    Fountain for the cistern. We are now touching upon a truth of vital moment. 
    Jesus is the fountain of all life, light, grace, and love to the believer. 
    Faith is but the channel through which these blessings are received. And 
    yet, who has not detected in his heart a tendency to look to faith for the 
    evidence of his Christianity, instead of to Christ thus making the act of 
    believing a substitute for the object in which we believe. 
    You have long been pleading, as your reason for the 
    unsettled and unhappy state of your mind, the weakness of your faith. What, 
    I ask, is this, but the making a Savior of your faith? It was not faith that 
    died for you- it is not faith that saves you. It is Christ, and Christ 
    alone. Your evidences, your peace, your joy, your hope, all, all must flow 
    from Jesus. "You have made me glad through your work," was the Psalmist's 
    experience. And your soul also will be made glad through the atoning, 
    finished work of Christ. That you should have found faith a broken cistern 
    of soul-comfort, should create in you no surprise. The Lord is jealous for 
    his glory- he will not give it to a creature, nor will he give it to a 
    grace. Precious as that grace may be, it never can be a substitute for 
    Christ's precious work. If by any means I exclude the sun from my garden, 
    should I wonder that my seed did not germinate, and that my flowers did not 
    appear, and that my plants drooped and died? Surely not. And if I veil the 
    Sun of Righteousness from my soul, if some intervening object is allowed to 
    arrest his beams, so that they fall not directly and warmly upon the 
    "incorruptible seed " sown in my heart, need I wonder that it springs not 
    forth in blossom, or that the blossom falls before it sets in fruit? But 
    turn, O believer, from this broken cistern to Jesus the fountain. Draw your 
    comfort, not from the channel, but from the source where it proceeds. 
    Stumble no longer at the weakness of your faith. Turn your eye from every 
    object but the Lord our Righteousness, in whom you may stand before God, the 
    object of his love and delight. 
    Again, when we substitute spiritual frames and feelings 
    for a simple resting on the Lord Jesus, we hew out broken cisterns that 
    afford no true refreshment to the soul. These feelings are perpetually 
    varying. The billows of the sea, and the winds of heaven, are not more 
    restless, fluctuating, and uncertain. But if the mariner incessantly watches 
    the heaving ocean, guiding his bark by its ever-changing undulations and 
    currents, what progress towards his haven will he make? And you will make no 
    advance in the divine life, if your eye is ever upon yourself instead of 
    Christ. What though the experience of today is the opposite of the 
    experience of yesterday- yesterday all brightness, today all cloudiness; 
    yesterday your soul like a well-tuned harp, today every string loosed and 
    uttering no melody; yesterday Jesus felt to be so near and precious, today 
    seeming to awaken not a loving emotion in your heart; yesterday communion 
    with God so sweet, today none whatever; yesterday desiring to walk 
    uprightly, holily, and humbly, today detecting so much that is vacillating, 
    weak, and vile; -nevertheless, Jesus is not changed. 
    The work of Christ is the same- your acceptance in him is 
    the same- his intercession in heaven for you is the same; then why should 
    you fly to spiritual experiences for support, strength, and consolation- 
    rising when they rise, falling when they fall- when all your standing, joy, 
    peace, and hope are entirely out of yourself, and are solely in Christ? What 
    though you change a thousand times in one day? Jesus never changes. God may 
    vary His dispensations; He may alter His mode of dealing- He may change the 
    nature of His discipline- He may vary the lesson, but His loving-kindness 
    and His truth are as unchangeable as His very being. He may dry up the 
    earthly cistern, but He will never seal up the heavenly fountain; that will 
    flow on in grace through all time, and In glory through all eternity. 
    And is it not an evil thing thus to have forsaken the 
    Fountain of living waters? God speaks of it as involving two evils- the evil 
    of forsaking Him, and the evil of substituting a false object of happiness 
    for Him. "My people have committed two evils: they have forsaken Me the 
    Fountain of living waters, and they have hewn out cisterns, broken cisterns, 
    that can hold no water." We are now touching upon, perhaps, the most solemn 
    and important part of this chapter- THE SINFULNESS OF FORSAKING GOD, AND OF 
    SUBSTITUTING SOMETHING ELSE FOR GOD. 
    Dear reader, the true painfulness of this subject 
    consists not in the sorrow which your heart may have felt in seeing your 
    cistern broken. Ah no! the true agony should be, that you have, in your 
    wanderings and creature idolatry, sinned, deeply sinned, against the Lord 
    your God! This, and not your loss, ought to lay you low before Him. This, 
    and not your broken scheme of earthly happiness, ought to fill you with the 
    bitterness of sorrow, and clothe you with the drapery of woe. Oh! to have 
    turned your back upon such a God, upon such a Father, upon such a Friend, 
    and to have supposed that even a universe of creatures could have made you 
    happy without Him, ought to bring you to His feet, exclaiming, "God be 
    merciful to me the chief of sinners!" Is it no sin to say to God, as you 
    have said a thousand times over- "I prefer myself to You- my family to You- 
    my estate to You- my pleasure to You- my honor to You?" Is it no sin to have 
    taken the gifts with which He endowed you, or the wealth with which He 
    entrusted you, and forming them into a golden image, to have fallen down 
    before it, exclaiming, "This is your God, O my soul!" O yes, it is a sin, 
    the guilt and the greatness of which no language can describe. 
    There is coming a period, unconverted reader, when you 
    will know it of a truth to be a sin. A dying bed! Ah yes! a DYING BED! the 
    last cistern broken! the last joy fled! the last hope expired! And now, 
    without God, and without Christ, and without hope! What! is there not one 
    drop of your many earthly cisterns left to cool your spirit's burning? Have 
    all your creature blessings fled, as if appalled by the horrors of the 
    scene? Yes! all have fled, and have left you alone upon the dreary precincts 
    of an eternal world! "Oh! how this eternity haunts me!" exclaimed a gay 
    votary of worldly pleasure, the moment before her young, trembling spirit 
    plunged into the dark and measureless abyss. "O Lord, the hope of Israel, 
    all that forsake you shall be ashamed, and those who depart from you shall 
    be written in the earth, because they have forsaken the Lord, the fountain 
    of living waters." 
    And is it no sin, O believer in Jesus, to have turned 
    away in your unbelief and inconstancy, from the glorious redemption which 
    the Lord has obtained for you at such a price, and to have sought the 
    assurance and the joy of your salvation from other sources than it? What! is 
    not the atoning work of Jesus sufficient to give to your believing soul 
    solid rest, and peace, and hope, but that you should have turned your eye 
    from him, and have sought it in the polluted and broken cistern of self? O, 
    slight not the precious blood, and the glorious righteousness, and the 
    infinite fulness, and the tender love of Jesus thus! No! you dishonor this 
    precious Jesus himself! Shall he have wrought such an obedience, shall he 
    have made such an atonement, shall he have died such a death, shall he have 
    risen and have ascended up on high, all to secure your full salvation and 
    certain glory, and will you derive the evidence and the comfort of your 
    acceptance from any other than this one precious source- "Looking unto 
    Jesus!" 
    Look away, then, from everything- to Jesus. No matter 
    what you are, look away from self- to Jesus. The more vile, the more empty, 
    the more unworthy, the greater reason and the stronger argument wherefore 
    you should look entirely off yourself- to Jesus. His atoning work is 
    finished by him, and is sealed by the Father. It is impossible that God can 
    reject you, entirely renouncing yourself, and fleeing unto Christ. Coming to 
    Him in the name of Jesus, God cannot deny you. He has pledged Himself that 
    whatever is asked in that name He will grant. Take Him at His word! Ask Him 
    for the sense of His reconciled love- ask Him for the spirit of adoption- 
    ask Him for the filial, loving, and obedient heart- ask Him for the meek, 
    lowly, and submissive will. Yes, pour out your heart before Him: God waits 
    to grant your utmost desire breathed out to Him in the name of Jesus. He has 
    given you His beloved Son- O beneficence worthy of our God! O gift of gifts, 
    priceless and precious beyond all thought! -what inferior blessing will He, 
    then, withhold? 
    Allow, in closing this chapter, AN AFFECTIONATE 
    EXHORTATION. Turn every loss of creature-good into an occasion of greater 
    nearness to Christ. The dearest and loveliest creature is but a cistern- an 
    inferior and contracted good. If it contains any sweetness, the Lord put it 
    there. If it is a medium of any blessing to your soul, Jesus made it so. But 
    forget not, beloved, it is only a cistern. And what more? Shall I wound you 
    if I say it? Tenderly do I speak- and if, instead of leading you to, it 
    draws you from, the Fountain, in unerring wisdom, and in tender mercy, and 
    in faithful love, the Lord will break it, that you may learn, that while no 
    creature can be a substitute for him, he himself can be a substitute for all 
    creatures. Thus, his friendship, his love, and his presence, are frequently 
    the sweetest and the most fully enjoyed, when he has taken all things else 
    away. Jesus loves you far too much to allow another, however dear, to 
    eclipse and rival him. "The day of the Lord will be upon all pleasant 
    pictures," and then the poor, imperfect copy will retire, and give place to 
    the divine and glorious Original; and God in Christ will be all in all. 
    One thought more- to some, perhaps, the sweetest in this 
    work- the door of return is still open. The Fountain is still accessible! 
    The waters of life still flow. "Ho! every one that thirsts, come to the 
    waters and drink." "The Spirit and the bride say, Come." "Return, 
    backsliding Israel, says the Lord, and I will not cause my anger to fall 
    upon you; for I am merciful, says the Lord, and will not keep anger 
    forever." Let your restored heart respond, "Come, and let us return unto the 
    Lord; for he has torn, and he will heal us; he has smitten, and he will bind 
    us up." 
    Be your posture, in view of the cisterns which the Lord 
    has broken around you, one of high and holy expectation. The Lord often 
    removes one mercy, preparatory to the bestowment of another. And he never 
    gives less, but always more, than he takes away. You may have thought, in 
    the depth of your heart's deep sorrow, that your wound was incurable, and 
    that your blessing could not be replaced. But, ah! if Jesus now enters your 
    heart through the breach which his own hand has made, and occupies the 
    vacancy which his own providence has created, then will you know of a truth, 
    that there is One who can heal your wound, and replace your mercy, giving 
    you back infinitely more than he took away, in giving you HIMSELF. 
    You have, in the matter of your sorrow, to do with One 
    who himself was wounded, who himself was a man of sorrows and acquainted 
    with grief; and who well understands the language of grief, the meaning of 
    sighs, and the eloquence of tears. Do you go to your lonely chamber to weep 
    there, thinking none are mindful of your grief? You, too, may chant a song 
    in the night of your woe, in the language of a suffering brother- 
    "There was I met by One who had himself 
    Been hurt by the archers; in his side he bore, 
    And in his hands and feet, the cruel scar. 
    With gentle force, soliciting the task, 
    He drew them forth, and healed and bade me live." 
    Who can tell what thoughts of peace, what resolves of 
    mercy, and what purposes of grace and love, may now be treasured in the 
    heart of God towards you? The present mournful dealing may be but the dark 
    background of a beautiful picture- portraying the brightest, the holiest, 
    the happiest period of your life. And this broken cistern of earth-born 
    hope, over which the eye weeps, and around which memory loves so fondly to 
    linger, may but give place to those waters of renewing, sanctifying grace, 
    which shall be in you a springing-well, rising into everlasting life. 
    All things and all events point us to, and are leading us 
    towards, eternity. O how we absorb in our present sufferings and light 
    afflictions, the thought of the coming death- the coming grave- the coming 
    judgment- the coming heaven- the coming hell! Our sojourn here is but brief. 
    We flit away like the shadow across the sun-dial. We weep today, we are wept 
    for tomorrow. Today we are toiling, and fighting, and suffering; and anon, 
    if believers in Jesus, we are with him, and "are come unto Mount Zion, and 
    unto the city of the living God, the heavenly Jerusalem, and to an 
    innumerable company of angels, to the general assembly and church of the 
    first-born, who are written in heaven, and to God the Judge of all, and to 
    the spirits of just men made perfect, and to Jesus the Mediator of the new 
    covenant, and to the blood of sprinkling, that speaks better things than 
    that of Abel." 
    Then, let us "gird up the loins of our minds, be sober, 
    and hope to the end, for the grace that is to be brought unto us at the 
    revelation of Jesus Christ." Christ will soon appear in the clouds of 
    heaven. "The coming of the Lord draws near." "The Lord is at hand." Let us 
    hew out no more cisterns of earthly good; but following the stream of the 
    Lord's love- deepening and widening as it ascends- let us rise to the 
    fountain-head in glory, having our conversation in heaven, and our 
    affections on things above, where Christ sits- and from where he will come 
    again at the right hand of God. "Drink, yes drink abundantly, O beloved!" of 
    this river, is your Lord's loving invitation. You cannot take to it too many 
    vessels, nor vessels too empty. The precious "fountain opened to the house 
    of David, and to the inhabitants of Jerusalem," is "for sin and 
    uncleanness." Then, as sinners, plunge into it, "wash and be clean." 
    Think not that you are alone in your grief at cisterns of 
    creature-good thus broken. A 'cloud of witnesses' surrounds you, all 
    testifying that the 'fleeting joy of earth' gives place to the full and 
    permanent bliss of heaven; that Jesus now turns his people's sorrow into 
    joy, by the sustaining power of faith, and the sweet-discoveries of love; 
    and that he will perfect that joy when he brings them to drink of the "pure 
    river of water of life, clear as crystal, proceeding out of the throne of 
    God, and of the Lamb." May sanctified sorrow enable you to sing, as one has 
    done before you, 
    "O Savior! whose mercy, severe in its kindness, 
    Has chastened my wanderings, and guided my way, 
    Adored be the power which illumined my blindness, 
    And weaned me from phantoms that smiled to betray." 
    "Enchanted with all that was dazzling and fair, 
    I followed the rainbow- I caught at the toy, 
    And still in displeasure, your goodness was there, 
    Disappointing the hope, and defeating the joy." 
    The blossom blushed bright, but a worm was below; 
    The moonlight shone fair- there was blight in the beam; 
    Sweet whispered the breeze, but it whispered of woe; 
    And bitterly flowed in the soft flowing stream." 
    "So cured of my folly, yet cured but in part, 
    I turned to the refuge your pity displayed; 
    And still did this eager and credulous heart 
    Weave visions of promise, that bloomed but to fade." 
    "I thought that the course of the pilgrim to heaven 
    Would be bright as the summer, and glad as the morn; 
    You showed me the path- it was dark and uneven 
    All rugged with rock, and all tangled with thorn." 
    "I dreamed of celestial rewards and renown; 
    I grasped at the triumph which blesses the brave; 
    I asked for the palm-branch, the robe, and the crown; 
    I asked- and you showed me a cross and a grave." 
    "Subdued and instructed, at length, to your will, 
    My hopes and my longings I sincerely would resign; 
    O give me the heart that can wait and be still, 
    Nor know of a wish or a pleasure but Thine!" 
    There are mansions exempted from sin and from woe, 
    But they stand in a region by mortals untrod 
    There are rivers of joy, but they roll not below; 
    There is rest, but it dwells in the presence of God." 
     -Robert Grant