THE CHOICE OF MOSES
By Newman Hall. Preached to the students of Yale
University, New Haven, Connecticut, on Sunday, October 20, 1867.
I am thankful for the opportunity thus kindly granted to
me of addressing the members of a university so celebrated, and possessing
such influence in the forming of the minds and characters of the generation
soon to occupy the place of the one passing away. With a heart full of
sympathy I appeal to you, young men, this day. No longer young in years
myself, I still retain most of the feelings of youth. I understand your
impulses, instincts, aspirations, yearnings, and temptations. I know the
ambition, the noble ambition, which animates many of you to act your part
well in the great drama of life. I know also that I am addressing a
congregation which will furnish men to occupy some of the highest stations
in the Republic, whether as Statesmen or Clergymen, whether in the Exchange
or the Forum, the Senate or the Church. How can your powers be best
cultivated and best employed? Is there any act on which depend the true
nobility and usefulness of all your future? And as you naturally desire
happiness as well as distinction, is there something which is essential
to happiness, something which can be secured by you while in these seats of
learning, where not only knowledge is being acquired, but where character is
being formed, and the complexion of your whole after-life being determined?
There is! Your highest welfare, your real nobility, your
true happiness, are dependent on the choice you make between holiness and
sin, between Christ and the world, between God and the devil. Youth is
the principal choosing time. In the course which the stream takes now,
it will, in all probability, continue to flow. How important is it that you
should choose aright! To aid you in such choice, permit me, with all
plainness, earnestness, and affection, to ask your consideration of the
choice of Moses, thus described by the apostle—"By faith Moses, when he
had grown up, refused to be known as the son of Pharaoh's daughter. He chose
to be mistreated along with the people of God rather than to enjoy the
pleasures of sin for a short time. He regarded disgrace for the sake of
Christ as of greater value than the treasures of Egypt, because he was
looking ahead to his reward." Hebrews 11:24-26
Another king had arisen, "who knew not Joseph." The
children of Israel groaned beneath their cruel burdens. Oppression
and cowardice are twin-brothers, and the tyrants feared their slaves.
To check the rapid increase of the hated race, orders were issued that all
male infants should be slain. But Moses was hidden by his parents. Beneath
the robe of the princess beat the heart of a woman, and Pharaoh's slaughter
adopted the tiny tenant of the ark of bulrushes. Nourished for a time
by his own mother, the boy afterwards grew up in the palace as the grandson
of the mighty ruler of Egypt. But amid the splendors and luxuries of the
court he did not forget the lessons of his childhood; nor could he witness
with indifference the indignities and wrongs which his own race were
He had been taught by his mother that the slaves of Egypt
were the chosen people of God, the destined inheritors of Canaan, and the
medium whereby all kindreds of the earth were to be blessed. He had been
taught that the God of Abraham, and of Isaac, and of Jacob, was the only
living and true God, while all the gods of Egypt were idols. It might seem
as if he had forgotten those early lessons. Mixed up with the ruling
Egyptian race, all his personal interests identified with the oppressor,
lapped in luxury, absorbed in royal pursuits and pleasures, it might be
supposed that he would be indifferent to the wrongs of his own people, and
even disown and take part against them.
But no; they were in his eyes the people of God, and
therefore more honorable in their servitude than the Egyptians in all their
power and splendor. He cherished the thought of his kinship with them—he was
not ashamed to avow it; he could not be indifferent to their sufferings—at
length he openly took their part, and by so doing brought down on himself
the wrath of their oppressors. The king, who had cherished him as his own
son, now sought to slay him; so that he fled for his life, and shared the
afflictions of the down-trodden race.
WHAT WAS IT HE RELINQUISHED? The luxuries
of a palace containing all that could please the eye, and charm the ear, and
regale the taste—where his every desire was anticipated, and where every
service he asked from his menial courtiers was regarded as a favor
He renounced wealth as well as luxury. The text
speaks of "the treasures of Egypt" as being given up. Pharaoh had great
riches. By the policy of Joseph, all the cattle and all the land had been
sold to the king for food, who thus became proprietor as well as lord of
Egypt. With reasonable expectation Moses might look upon a large share of
this treasure as destined to become his own. Yet he willingly forfeited it.
Tradition says that he was commander of the forces, a prince of the empire,
and the designated heir of Pharaoh's crown. Yet this position and these
honors, present and prospective, he gave up!
The martyr Stephen said that "Moses was learned in
all the wisdom of the Egyptians, and was mighty in words and in deeds." The
Israelites could not, owing to their condition, cultivate learning. Slavery
degrades the mind still more than the body. Therefore Moses,
with refined and learned tastes, had to relinquish the congenial society of
scholars and philosophers, in which he delighted, in order to identify
himself with an ignorant and uncultured race. This must have been a great
trial to a man whose genius and learning qualified him to appreciate the
advantages afforded by the libraries, museums, and refined society of what
was then the most civilized country of the world.
He had, moreover, to sever the ties of gratitude and
affection which bound him to the palace. Pharaoh's daughter loved him as
her own son. Moses would not have been so great as we know him to have been
had he not ardently responded to this affection. Doubtless he felt towards
the princess as to a mother. Her grief at the disappointment of her
long-cherished affection, at the frustration of her plans for his welfare,
at his seeming ingratitude—this must have torn the heart of Moses. He
grieved to be the cause of such sorrow in one he had so much reason to love;
and he grieved for himself, that such ties must be broken, and that, in all
probability, he would see her no more.
There were also positive evils which he incurred.
Among these was the probable anger of the princess. Love sometimes
turns to wrath, when it is trifled with and abused, or when it supposes that
it has been thus treated. Such wrath may prove more terrible than any other.
And woman's anger, when thoroughly roused, has sometimes been wilder and
more implacable than man's. Pharaoh's, if less fierce, would be more sure
and lasting. Men hate whom they injure. He therefore hated his slaves. And
as Moses chose to identify himself with them, Moses would share that enmity.
Besides, the monarch would feel that his own authority, his very throne, was
assailed, when one in such high position, an inhabiter of the palace, the
heir of his wealth and power, had slain an Egyptian, and taken the side of a
race whom he regarded as his natural foes. "Now when Pharaoh heard this
thing, he sought to slay Moses."
But reputation is often regarded as more valuable
than life. This, too, was threatened. Would not Moses be stigmatized as a
monster of ingratitude, repaying unexampled kindness with unexampled
treachery? Would not, as always, the basest motives be attributed by those
who were incapable of comprehending his lofty and divine impulses?
Moreover, he would be ridiculed and despised by
his former philosophical friends, as a visionary, for sharing in traditional
hopes, the fulfillment of which seemed impossible, and as a fool for
surrendering such advantages and expectations as his, for the indulgence of
a whim. Some people dread the charge of vulgarity far more than sin,
and would sacrifice truth and a good conscience to avoid it. The charge
would assuredly be made by "society" in that day. For a gentleman, a
scholar, a prince, to take sides with mere common laborers—no, worse, to
identify himself with slaves—this to the fashionables of the day would
appear an atrocious offence against all propriety. Such a soul as that of
Moses would be indifferent to such criticism.
But in other respects his sacrifices were very
great. Did he look for some compensation in the praise, homage, and
influence he would gain from those whose cause he espoused? The reverse
might be expected. The natural leaders of the Israelites might be jealous
of his former superiority, and resent his claims to consideration. He
might be distrusted and his motives suspected. His adhesion would not
carry with it any material help. He knew his worldly friends too well to
expect that they would adhere to him any longer than he could promote their
interests. He must join the Israelites, not as the leader of a strong party,
but as a single individual; not as one rich and powerful, but as one
suddenly become as poor and weak as themselves.
Moreover, the wrath excited against him would be
visited on the whole people, so that they would be likely to regret his
association with them, and to hate him as the cause of increased burdens and
a more rigorous servitude. It seemed as if he lost everything, and gained
nothing, by his choice.
Consider, too, at what period of life that choice was
made. He was comparatively a young man. "When he was come to years,"
says Paul; "When he was forty years old," says Stephen. He was, therefore,
in the prime of what was then considered early manhood. He had lived
long enough in a palace for his habits to be formed in accordance with its
luxuries. He had become so accustomed to a regal mode of life, that a sudden
change to a humble station would be difficult and painful. Yet he had not
lived so long in luxury as to have become glutted by it. He was not like
many who make a virtue of giving up the world, when no longer able to enjoy
it. On the contrary, even when eighty years had transpired—when, at the age
of one hundred and twenty, the veteran chieftain mustered his hosts on the
plains of Moab—we read, "yet was not his eye dim, nor his natural force
abated." It was, therefore, in the very prime of life, when his
natural instincts of mind and body were fresh with newly-attained
maturity—when the full cup of worldly prosperity would taste the sweetest—it
was now that he deliberately cast that cup to the ground. And he did so, in
exchange for safety and comfort, and to encounter poverty, danger, and
disgrace. He not only renounced the sweet cup of pleasure, but he
took the bitter cup of adversity. He not only chose the people of
God, but he chose "to suffer affliction with the people of God."
Dear young friends, in becoming Christians you also
may have much to give up. It is possible you may grieve those whom you
dearly love—you may alienate friends to whom you owe a debt of gratitude,
and whose continued favor would secure your advancement in life—you may be
called to relinquish wealth, station, and congenial society—you may be
exposed to ridicule, enmity, and wrong. But should you be spared such trials
as these, you will certainly be required to renounce sinful pleasures at an
age when they are most attractive, and to curb all your natural instincts
when they are most impatient of restraint. We do not say there is nothing
to give up—that the vain world is not attractive—that there is no
pleasure at all in sin. On the contrary, you must "crucify the flesh,"
and "strive" to enter in at the strait gate. The sacrifice you make may not
be so great as that of Moses, but it must be of the same kind.
Consider, then, WHAT PROMPTED HIM IN HIS CHOICE. Why did
he thus come out from the highest society and pleasures to enter the lowest?
Why did he exchange ease for toil, plenty for poverty, honor for disgrace,
safety for peril, the diadem of a prince for the yoke of a slave? Why did he
refuse to gratify his intellectual tastes, his social habits, his personal
attachments, the grateful love of his noble nature towards the woman who had
been to him as a mother? It was "by faith Moses, when he had grown
up, refused to be known as the son of Pharaoh's daughter."
The conduct of Moses was not to be accounted for by
ordinary motives. He did not leave the palace, as already observed, through
boredom and satiety—he was still able "to enjoy the pleasures of
sin." Nor because his presence was no longer desired, for he "refused
to be called the son of Pharaoh's daughter." He rejected urgent generosity,
he resisted importunate affection. He was not animated merely by patriotism.
Doubtless his heart throbbed with sympathy for his own race. But it was a
still higher motive which determined his conduct. He chose "to suffer
affliction with the people of God." He acted as he did from motives
of religion. In other words; he was influenced "by faith."
Faith was to him "the substance of things hoped for, the
evidence of things not seen." He believed what he had been taught in his
childhood about the ancestors of his people—Abraham the friend of God, Isaac
also, and Jacob; and how these patriarchs had worshiped the unseen Creator,
and had never bowed to idols; and how He whom they served had guided and
guarded them throughout their pilgrimage. Although they seemed abandoned to
a hopeless servitude, he believed the promise that Israel would
become a great nation, that Canaan would be their inheritance, and that in
some manner, through them, a blessing would come upon all mankind.
He believed that they were "the people of God." This was
the center on which his faith reposed. They might be poor, despised,
enslaved, afflicted; but they had in God a portion infinitely superior to
riches, and honor, and even freedom itself; and so he resolved to be united
with them as "the people of God," rather than to hold rank, however exalted,
among a prosperous but wicked nation.
Moreover, "he was looking ahead to his reward." It
was very improbable that he would receive any recompense himself in the
present world. The Israelites were to be exalted at some future time,
but this could be no reward to the generations who passed away meanwhile.
Some other hope must have sustained him. He believed it would eventually be
well with the nation, but he also believed in "the reward" to himself,
though he might share in their affliction throughout his life. Thus his
choice was the result of "faith." What he hoped for was still beyond his
reach, but he was assured of the reality of it. Faith rendered it not a
vague wish, but a "substance." That God was the Guardian of Israel was a
fact "not seen" with the bodily eye; but faith was to him "an evidence"
which influenced him so that he acted in opposition to that which appealed
to his senses.
The advantages of the palace were present,
obvious, tangible. So were the afflictions for which these
advantages must be exchanged. Yet he was governed by motives drawn from what
was unseen and future. The truth believed exercised on him the same
effect as if he had seen what he believed. It was to him a living and potent
reality. As he saw bodily the advantages he was losing, so he saw
spiritually those he was gaining, and faith made him victorious.
Seek this faith. Pray for it; but at the same time
cultivate it. Ponder the word of God. Keep the great truths of true religion
before your mental eye. View them again and again in their various aspects.
Let them surround your spirit even as the outward world surrounds your body.
Let them impress your imagination and produce the effect of what is visible,
and so let faith in the unseen and eternal regulate and control the
influence of things "seen and temporal." This is the "victory that overcomes
the world, even your faith."
Under this influence let your choice of Christ and his
people resemble that of Moses. His choice was deliberate. He must
have fully known what he was relinquishing, and his deep sympathy with the
wrongs of his own people taught him what he also must be prepared to endure.
So must you count the cost and decide deliberately. There is something to
give up. How much? How long will it last? What is it worth? Are you willing
to make the sacrifice? "What shall it profit a man if he shall gain the
whole world and lose his own soul?"
Having chosen deliberately, let us, like Moses, act
decidedly. He felt no regret. He did not afterwards lament the good
things he had abandoned. He did not go about talking of the great sacrifices
he had made. He did not regard himself as a loser. He was an infinite
gainer. So he felt and so he acted. "He esteemed the reproach of Christ
greater riches than the treasures of Egypt." The very poverty which was
shared with the people of God and for his sake was to him absolute wealth,
greater far than all the gold of Pharaoh. To him privation was luxury,
ignominy was honor, toil was repose, peril was safety, and death was life.
So let your conduct, young friends, be decided.
Make your selection and abide by it. Give not the Egyptians reason to
suppose that you regret having changed sides. Let them see that you consider
yourselves richer and happier than they. Whatever trials may come on you
through your religion, account all these to be wealth. Glory in them.
Reproach changes its nature when it is the "reproach of Christ." Loss
for Him is gain. This is the "Midas touch" that turns all it touches into
gold. This is a light that gilds the darkest cloud. "If you are reproached
for the sake of Christ, happy are you." Do not be as some professing
Christians, who speak as though they had lost a great deal by accepting
The choice of Moses was personally beneficial, as
well as religious, deliberate, and decided. What is right is always
in the end the best, in the sense of advantage as well as duty. Gain
should not be our chief motive, yet the truth that "godliness is gain "is
designed to encourage us in godliness. None shall ever be losers by serving
God. And it cannot be wrong to desire what He has promised, and to reach
after a prize which He holds out. Moses "was looking ahead to his
reward." That reward, though delayed, would be everlasting. The
pleasures of sin were but "for a season." The palaces of Egypt were
magnificent, but they could be tenanted only for a season. The riches of
Pharaoh were incalculable, but they could be possessed only for a
season. The luxuries of royalty were alluring, but they could be
enjoyed only for a season.
So also the "afflictions of the people of God" were only
"for a season." Those chains could bind them only for a season. Those labors
could be exacted only for a season. Those stripes could be inflicted only
for a season. The "reproach of Christ" would soon be forgotten, leaving its
mark not as the defacing scar of a wound, but as an impress of
honor which angels might envy, indelible and beautiful throughout
eternity. Even though the people of God may, during the whole of their
earthly pilgrimage, be in heaviness through manifold temptations, one day
amid the glories of their heavenly inheritance will outweigh all the sorrows
of the journey!
What, then, shall we say of the everlasting duration
of the reward? A drop compared to the ocean—a grain of sand weighed
against the universe—an instant of time contrasted with the whole of the
longest life—these illustrations fall infinitely short of expressing how
brief is the longest life of sorrow here, compared with the endless state of
blessedness hereafter! What is Egypt now? Where are her Pharaohs and her
Ptolemies? Where are the princes of Egypt and the sons of ancient kings?
Egypt is desolate. Pharaoh is but a sound. The images have ceased out of
Egypt. Its hundred-gated palace is desolate without inhabitant. Temples and
palaces which taxed successive generations to rear them are overthrown or
buried in the sand. The mighty pyramids are but memorials of death. Yet even
if Egypt had retained until this day all her ancient greatness, of what
advantage would it be to Moses, three thousand years in his grave?
But the portion he chose still remains; and who shall
deny the wisdom of exchanging a corruptible crown for an incorruptible one,
the halls of Pharaoh for the many mansions of heaven, the empty and fleeting
"pleasures of sin" for the "fullness of joy" which is at God's right hand,
and the "pleasures forevermore?"
Dear young friends, "go and do likewise." Egypt still
allures you. Sin has its attractions. Youthful imagination depicts palaces
of pleasure in which you may revel and be at home. There is also a "people
of God" still—not, indeed, oppressed and scorned—yet the true people of God,
as distinct from many who bear the name only, are often found among the poor
and the despised. In becoming "an Israelite indeed," you may be required not
only to give up the "pleasures of sin," but to encounter loss, opposition,
reproach. The Pharaoh of the world offers bribes, which glitter with special
brightness in the eyes of youth. At the same time, Christ invites you to
take His yoke and to bear His cross.
What is your decision? There is much to give up if
you resolve to turn your back on the "pleasures of sin." There may be much
to encounter if you cast in your lot with the Israel of God. It is not
always possible to make the best of both worlds. In the deepest sense,
indeed, we possess the best now as well as hereafter, when we have a good
conscience, and the presence of Christ. But as men ordinarily judge, you
must reckon that you may make the worst of this world. You may
"suffer the loss of all things." Men may "revile you and persecute you."
Like the apostle, you may become as the "offscouring of all things." Yet
though all this is possible, though all this should become actual, you will
never regret a choice like that of Moses.
You will be really better off, even now, in the despised
tents of the people of God, than in the palaces of Pharaoh. To know that
their God is our God—to feel safe beneath His protection, happy in His
service—to have the consciousness of wishing to be right, and, in spite of
many failures, of being right—to know what peace means, and rest, and home,
after the weary, unsatisfying search for happiness elsewhere—and, though
'heaven' be yet distant, to have the present hope of it, a strong, abiding,
substantial expectation of "an inheritance incorruptible, and undefiled, and
that fades not away"—this renders a choice like that of Moses as
reasonable as it is right, as profitable to ourselves as
it is obligatory towards God. If some pleasures are given up, those
which remain are intensified by the consciousness of receiving them from
God, and of enjoying them in the light of His countenance. The hope of
everlasting happiness can never cast a shadow over any of the lawful and
pure enjoyments which He bestows.
What is the value of that which you relinquish?
Grant all that may be urged in its favor. Let money, and luxury, and
fame, and power, and the pleasures of sin in their fairest forms and largest
measure, be combined in one great mountain of attractive fascination, and
the question arises—How long will all this last?
You know the story of the Eastern king, one of whose
courtiers, surveying the magnificence around, flatteringly asked, "What is
lacking here?" The monarch replied, with a sigh, "Continuance." Yes; a worm
is hidden in the loveliest blossom, a serpent creeps amid the fairest
flowers, the wealthiest summer beckons winter frosts, and days the longest
and the brightest close in night. Of what avail is it to say, "Soul, you
have much goods laid up for many years; take your ease; eat, drink, and be
merry," when the message is given, "This night your soul shall be required
What will be your remorse at death if you shall have
chosen, as your chief portion, that which thus perishes? How terrible to
find everything you had struggled to gain slipping from your grasp—money,
luxuries, position, power, learning, fame—all retreating and leaving you
alone. Was it for this you refused the enduring riches, the endless
delights, of piety? Was it for a master who allured you with such transient
and deceitful pleasures that you turned away from Him who entreated you to
enter His ennobling service and share in the recompense of an eternal
reward? Alas! what multitudes in the unseen world now regret—when it is too
late—so mad a choice! What to them is every remembrance of the pleasures of
sin but fuel added to the fire of their remorse?
But who has ever regretted the surrender of sinful
pleasures for the service of God? Who was ever known to lament on his death
bed that he had suffered and labored too much for Christ? Who now in glory
regrets the cost at which glory was secured, or wishes his choosing time
back again, that he might reverse his decision? If you would not in eternity
regret a foolish choice, make the only wise choice now. Decide at once. Let
this be the turning-point of life. Seek forgiveness through Christ for
having lingered at all in the palaces of worldly delight—for having
hesitated a moment when He called you to join His people. Look up for the
promised aid of the Holy Spirit, and, in the exercise of Faith, choose
rather "to suffer affliction with the people of God, than to enjoy the
pleasures of sin for a season."