LETTERS of J. C. Philpot (1850
- 1857)
March 25, 1850
My dear Friend, Thomas Godwin—My, I can assure you, has not arisen
from lack of friendship and affection. Since I have had so many enemies and
so many 'treacherous friends', I have only more valued and cleaved to my few
real friends. But writing is to me a great burden generally, and thus I keep
putting it off until at last conscience compels me to make the attempt. But
this morning, something I hope more than conscience, urges me to drop you a
few lines in answer to your kind and affectionate letter. . .
I am glad you were comfortable at Leicester. Preaching is
very pleasant when the Lord is present, but when all is dark and barren it
is indeed hard work. I often wish I was anything else, or that I had more
grace and qualifications for it. I had but a poor day yesterday, and seemed
unable to get at anything which had dew and savor in it. I have so much
opposition without and within. On the one side the Pharisees, and on the
other the Antinomians; who are the worse, I can scarcely tell.
And then so much opposition within, so many
temptations, lusts, and follies, so many snares and besetting sins, and a
vile heart, dabbling in all carnality and filth. I am indeed exercised by
"sin and grace", as you say. I liked the expression, it suited me well. Sin
or grace seems continually uppermost—striving and lusting against one
another. What workings, checks, lustings, sorrowings, fallings, risings,
defeats, and victories. What a battlefield is the heart, and there the fight
is lost and won. When sin prevails, mourning over its wounds and slaughter;
when grace and godly fear beat back temptation, a softening into gratitude.
Thus I keep hammering on at the old strain—soul exercise; and this
sometimes meets with the experience of the poor and needy, and we see eye to
eye and feel heart to heart in the things of God.
I have never wished nor cared for my sermons to be
published, but if the Lord condescends to bless them, to Him be all the
glory. I have never lifted up my little finger to spread or circulate them
after I have corrected the proofs to prevent errors. Nor do my friends take
any trouble about them more than myself. None of my people recommend them or
circulate them. They are what they are; and are cast upon the waters and
left to the Lord to do as He pleases with them.
Thus, if they are blessed it is of Him. And I think,
sometimes, how hard the devil has been trying for years to poison people's
minds for fear any good should be done by them.
I baptized Miss N. on the 17th.
Yours very affectionately,
J. C. P.
December 30, 1850
My dear Friend, Thomas Godwin—You must not measure my feelings
towards you by the frequency of my letters. Letter-writing to me is usually
quite a task; unless there is something which I much wish to communicate, I
go to it as a schoolboy to his homework. But I have felt for the last few
days desirous to drop you a few lines.
I hope on the whole we had a pretty good day yesterday. I
felt a little of the spirit of prayer on Saturday evening, and I trust we
had a good morning. One of the friends, with whom I have a good union, told
me afterwards what a spirit of prayer she had had through the week, that we
might have the Lord with us yesterday, and she had found her prayer
answered. Our old friend at Trowbridge says, when he is shut up, the friends
often hear him best. That however is not my experience, nor do I think it is
yours. When I have some life and feeling in my soul, I generally find it is
so with the Lord's people; and when I am dark and shut up, they are often so
too. At those seasons I can get into nothing and describe nothing, and
therefore how can I reach their hearts and consciences? The well is deep,
and I have nothing to draw with; and then what water is there for minister
or people? I do hope there is some little work going on here. One candidate
was well received, and we have two others coming forward, whom I feel some
union with.
At Stamford too, I had more life and feeling on the
22nd—more than I have had since I came home. I told the friends I hoped it
might be the dawn of a better day; that was the meaning, if not the words. I
am, I hope, also somewhat better in health, and have less irritation about
my chest. The Lord is good, if we could but trust Him.
You are, I dare say, exercised about your Liverpool
engagement. Well, you don't know what you are going there for. It is not the
seen, but the unseen, whom the Lord often blesses—some poor creature, cut up
with sin and sorrow, who has neither pew nor seat, place nor name, among the
great folks. Look at our large towns, Sheffield, Birmingham, Bristol, etc.,
what a state they are in. The only time I ever was at Liverpool, and heard
preaching, there were less than twenty present, that was on a week evening.
But there may be scattered individuals, who may creep in, whom you don't
know. I believe you would sooner be going among our friends in Wilts.
To by far the greater part, the Gospel, it is to be
feared, is but the savor of death unto death. I am more and more convinced
of this. We, who know a little of ourselves, need not wonder that men are
what they are. What are we ourselves when left to our fallen nature?
When I have felt my own carnality and aversion to spiritual things, I have
ceased to wonder at the general ungodliness. . . .
Yours very affectionately,
J. C. P.
February 7, 1851
My dear Friend, Thomas Godwin—Before the February number of The
Gospel Standard came out, I saw that I had laid myself open to attack
upon the point which you so kindly and faithfully name, and sent a partial
correction to the office; but the letter being delayed to the morning mail,
the Standard was already on the printing machine.
My meaning was, that the body of Christ was not natural
in the sense of deriving any taint of corruption through natural generation.
I did mean that it was not animal, nor strictly identical with ours; but
that it was sanctified in the very moment of conception, and was therefore
intrinsically holy. I have thought that the supernatural generation of the
dear Redeemer's human nature is too much overlooked. My mind was drawn to it
many years ago, chiefly through Irving's heresy about Christ's "sinful
flesh". And what I wished to convey was, that the human nature of Jesus was
and is "holy, harmless, undefiled, and separate from sinners". And this
because begotten in a spiritual, supernatural way. Indeed, what but a holy
nature could be taken into union with the Son of God?
When upon my bed I had, as I hope, a revelation of Jesus.
I saw by the eye of faith, most distinctly, His two natures, in a way that I
cannot describe, which has always made me so firm a contender for them.
I shall hope (D.V.) to explain my meaning more fully in
the next number. I was wrong in using the words natural and spiritual.
Meanwhile I thank you for your kind and faithful letter, and will (D.V.)
look into the subject more closely.
Yours affectionately,
J. C. P.
February 24, 1851
My dear Friend, Thomas Godwin—I am glad you are coming our way, but
am sorry your stay will be so short. It generally takes a little time before
we get into the marrow of anything. The bone, you know, lies pretty deep in
the flesh, and the marrow deeper still. We need an evening together, and a
little oil on the heart and tongue, such as we had, I hope, once before at
my house. . . .
At present we are very comfortable here as a church. We
had a church meeting yesterday, and received two candidates, and had a very
comfortable meeting indeed. I never saw a better feeling among the friends;
and the simple tale that one poor old woman told seemed to melt our hard
hearts. I have not seen so many tears shed since Mrs. L. came before us. We
are very full too as a congregation, and I hope the Lord is sometimes with
poor vile us.
I am called, "the blind leader of the blind", but if I am
blind, I have, I am sure, some who can see and feel too, and some who will
shine as the stars forever and ever. Nor am I blind to my own sins and
follies, ignorance, unbelief, and helplessness; nor am I blind to the
blessedness, grace, and suitability of the Lord Jesus Christ. And in
standing up before the people, I feel a sincere desire for their soul's
profit; and as far as the Lord enables, labor for their edification and
consolation without fear or flattery. Herein I have, through mercy, the
testimony of a good conscience.
My dear friend, I was not in the least hurt or offended
with your kind letter about the review. I know you are a sincere friend, and
that what you say or do, you do out of real affection. I would be a poor
proud wretch—worse than I am—if I could not take advice from friends. I know
how many enemies I have, and how many are watching for my halting; and
there is so much hypocrisy in men, that I am weary of most professors.
How true is Micah 7:2, 3, and there is such cursed pride, envy, and enmity
in the heart! I see it in myself and in others too. Oh what a wretch is
man, and the best of men!
Yours very affectionately,
J. C. P.
March 25, 1851
My dear Friend, Thomas Godwin—I would have answered your kind and
friendly letter before, had not my time been so much occupied.
I have been down to Stoke, to pay the last mark of
respect and affection to my poor dear mother. She died early
on Thursday morning, the 13th. I left home on Monday, slept at Exeter that
night, and reached Stoke Tuesday evening. I found Mrs. Isbell better than I
expected, and more calm and collected. On Wednesday morning her remains were
committed to the earth. She was buried in the new cemetery at Plymouth
(Dissenters' side), and Mr. Isbell performed the ceremony. He did it very
well, reading 1 Cor. chapter 15, and making some remarks on her character,
etc., closing with prayer. It rained nearly all the time, and therefore we
were not long at the grave. My mind was in a whirl from the time that I
heard of her death; and what with so much traveling, I was so confused that
I could not realize that she was dead. Indeed I seemed hardly able to
believe it, until I saw the coffin, with her name on the plate, let down
into the grave. She was in her 79th year, and had suffered much from
rheumatism in her hand and limbs. Her last malady was influenza and
bronchitis, from which she suffered much. Mrs. S., whom I think you know,
has a good hope of her—indeed, has no doubt of her state. She knew more of
her feelings and experience than anyone, as my poor mother was much attached
to her, and could converse more freely with her than almost anyone else. She
had once a sweet manifestation of the love of God to her soul, on which she
seemed to hang, but was for the most part much pressed down with a sense of
her unworthiness, and fears of being deceived, and being a hypocrite. She
was always to me a most kind and affectionate parent; and I do not recollect
that we ever disagreed once in our lives. When I left the Establishment, she
felt it, but said her house was open to me, and that I might go and live
with her. And I can assure you, I have sometimes wished I had done so, and
thus lived a quiet obscure life, without the troubles and trials which I
have had in occupying a more prominent place; but God has fixed the bounds
of our habitation, and it is folly to think of carving out our own path. The
weather being so wet and cold, made the journey more trying, and has made me
feel quite poorly and out-of-sorts. My poor mother's death will be much felt
by Mrs. Isbell, who was much attached to her.
I baptized three persons here last Lord's day, and hope
the Lord was with us. . . . All here is labor and sorrow. Our own sins,
and the sins of others, will always make it a scene of trouble. "Oh, you
hideous monster, sin!" What a mighty power it has—a power which grace
alone can subdue. It seems sometimes subdued, and then rises up worse than
before. Well may we cry out—"Oh, wretched man that I am!" etc.
Yours every affectionately,
J. C. P.
April 7, 1851
My dear Friend, Thomas Godwin—It was my intention (D.V.) to write to
you today, even if your kind letter had not met me here on Saturday.
I feel for you in your troubles, especially in one
which I know presses you sore. My dear friend, most of us have to learn
Micah 7:4, 5, in painful experience. It is bitter work, especially where
there is soul union. I do hope the Lord will appear for you in this trying
case. Oh, how He can soften hearts, melt away bitter feelings, and subdue
that demon of hell—cruel suspicion! My dear friend, how would I get on with
you, if I could not depend upon your friendship behind my back, as well as
before my face? It is because I believe you to be a man who truly fears God,
and a sincere affectionate friend as well, that makes me cleave to you.
We have all great faults and failings before man, as well as awful damnable
backslidings and sins before God; and I dare say my friend T. G. has
his, as well as others theirs. I do hope it may please the Lord to make this
crooked thing straight.
I have not been well since my return from Stoke. The cold
wet weather seemed to try my chest, though, through mercy, I was preserved
from cold. I would be glad to slip out of my London engagement, my chest
being unfit for the exertion, heat, and mental labor and exercise which I
have at Eden Street. What a life of toil, sin, and suffering! All we do,
cannot subdue those dreadful lusts, which swarm like ants in an ant-hill on
a summer's day. I have had two desires uppermost in my mind for years;
one that I might not leave my wife and children destitute, the other that I
might make a good end. The one has, by my poor mother's death, been in good
measure accomplished. The other remains with the Lord. But indeed it must
be all of grace, and no common grace, for I have been, and am, no common
sinner. I am beset with temptations on every hand, and my vile heart
will still meditate villainy.
I hope we had a pretty good day yesterday. In the
afternoon I felt some little life and liberty. The day was fine, and we were
well attended. As far as I can see and feel, there is much more right and
real religion in the country than in London. We know some in Wilts., and
there are others in Berks, and a few, I hope, in Rutland and Lincolnshire,
who in my mind outweigh those whom we see in town. They have more life, and
feeling, and simplicity, and tenderness about them. But I hope the Lord will
bless you among them in your own soul and ministry. It is a day of very
small things, really and experimentally. There is much talk and noise, much
light in the head, but little life or grace in the heart; and matters seem
getting worse. I had more life and feeling ten years ago at Alie Street, and
I have heard you and Tiptaft say the same. I had scarcely a barren season at
Zoar in 1841, and I could no more preach those sermons now than I could fly.
I had a large congregation at St. Ives, but I hardly know what to make of
things there. The anointing oil seems much lacking. How easy to talk,
preach, pray, and hear—without the only thing which makes them a blessing.
Alas! I see the nakedness of the land, when I am a poor naked thing so often
myself. Like a barren woman, I complain of the barrenness of others. God
alone can make the barren woman keep house, and be a joyful mother of
children.
Yours very affectionately,
J. C. P.
January 28, 1852
My dear Duncan Mathieson—I have indeed reason to bless the Lord for
the way in which in His mysterious providence and grace He has condescended
to spread and bless my little productions. And this because I have never
attempted to spread them myself, and have no pecuniary interest in them. It
is indeed mysterious that they should have reached your remote district, and
especially so that your first knowledge of them should have come through
such a remarkable channel [The Duchess of Gordon]. A few days before your
letter came to hand, I received one from a clergyman in Herts, who had been
under great distress of soul. Change of air was recommended, and he went to
Ramsgate. Going one morning to bathe, his eye glanced in at a shop window,
in which the "Heir of Heaven" sermon was exposed for sale. He was struck
with the title, and went in and purchased it. It was made a blessing to his
soul. He was led to procure my other writings and sermons, and speaks of
them as being blessed to him.
How mysterious are the dealings of God! Feeling my
own dreadful sinfulness, it makes me wonder at His free, sovereign,
matchless, superabounding grace. Of all men, I was most unlikely to be
made useful to the Lord's family. Until I went to college in 1821, I
actually never knew there was any such thing as religion professed, beyond
the mere Church of England formalism in which I was educated. There, by the
conversation of a fellow-student, my judgment was convinced, but my heart
untouched; until in 1827, in a solitary part of Ireland, in the midst of a
deep affliction, the Lord was pleased, I trust, to quicken my poor dead
soul. This entailed the overthrow of all my University prospects, which were
good, as in human learning I had in 1824 taken what are called high honors;
and indeed my heart was devoted to books and the acquisition of earthly
knowledge. From 1828 to 1835, I was a minister in the Establishment,
residing chiefly in a lonely village, where I had much sickness, and
learned, I hope, in soul some of those lessons which are embodied in my
ministry. As my conscience became burdened with the unscriptural character
and services of the Church of England, I was compelled to leave it. My
path has been, and is, one mainly of trial and temptation, having a heart so
evil, a tempter so subtle, and so many crosses and snares in which my feet
are continually caught and entangled.
But I hope that my trials and temptations are mercifully
overruled for the benefit and edification of the church of God. We are
overrun with a shallow, superficial ministry, which is destitute of all
life, savor, and power. The trials and exercises of the family of God
are untouched, or if alluded to, are trampled down with contempt. A dry,
dead-letter scheme of doctrine, as mathematically correct as the squares of
a chess-board, prevails, where what is called "truth" is preached, and to
move texts on the squares as pawns or pieces is the art of preaching. Where
heart and conscience are not reached, where the inward conflict is not
opened up, where the sweet and savory Gospel is not preached with the Holy
Spirit sent down from heaven, there the flock of slaughter cannot feed.
Ezekiel 34 is a true picture of the false shepherds.
How simple is truth! Man's misery, God's mercy; the
aboundings of sin, the super-aboundings of grace; the depths of the fall,
the heights of the recovery; the old man and the new; the diseases of the
soul, and the balm of a Savior's blood—these lessons learned in the furnace
of inward experience, how different from the monkish austerity of the
Puseyite, the lip service of the Pharisee, and the dry Calvinistic formulary
of the church!
A friend of mine, now departed, was called, in the
providence of God, to Glasgow. Thence he wrote to me that he had wandered
from church to chapel, and, I think, the same at Edinburgh; but all was dead
joy. At last he used on the Lord's day evenings to leave the town, sit on a
hillside, and there pray and read, drawing sometimes from his pocket one of
my little sermons. He would have rejoiced to find a few there with whom he
could have united. When I sent forth my little productions, I had not the
remotest idea of their being so widely spread, or that the Lord would
condescend so much to bless them, as I trust He has done. With the sermons
which have been taken down, I have had still less to do; but as they have
obtained a wide circulation, and are read in many little chapels where
there is no minister, I think it right to revise them before they go
forth.
May the Lord lead us more deeply into His most blessed
truth. What are all the painted toys of time, compared with the solemn,
weighty realities of eternity? But alas! what wretches are we when left to
sin, self, and Satan! How unable to withstand the faintest breath of
temptation! How bent upon backsliding! Who can fathom the depths of the
human heart? Oh, what but grace, superabounding grace, can either suit or
save such wretches?
Tender my love to all in your circle who bear me in their
heart. I deeply need their prayers. May the Lord keep and bless you.
Yours, I trust, in the best bonds,
J. C. P.
June 4th, 1852
My dear Friend, Mr. Godwin—I think sometimes when I am
gone and carnal feelings buried in my grave, my writings and sermons will be
more understood than they are now; and I hope I have a place in the hearts
and affections of some of God's people.
You may depend upon it there are some of the right sort
of people at Oakham and Stamford. I felt once at the ordinance at Stamford
much as you did—as if I could take the friends all into my arms and heart.
I must not complain of my Allington visit thus far. I had
a good day the first Lord's-day, and we had a very full chapel.
I am glad you have felt at home at Stamford and Oakham.
It is miserable dragging work when there is death without and within. It is
sweet and blessed to have one's soul watered while watering others. I hope
we have had some right feeling in the chapel since I have been here. We went
up to Shaw Farm last evening. We had a comfortable visit with the old lady
(Mrs. Wild), and more conversation on the things of God than usual. We see
well eye to eye. Providence, too, seems more smiling than at Stowell, and,
therefore, less unbelief and repining. I enjoy the pure air from the downs,
and they say I look better than when I came. This quiet life, retired spot,
and walks by myself, suit me well; much excitement would soon kill me. I
suppose I must try and fulfill my London engagement, but it will be hard
work.
Yours very affectionately,
J. C. P.
June 9, 1853
My dear Friend, Miss Richmond—I hope, if the Lord wills,
and health and strength be given, to speak a little at Stadham on Thursday
evening, the 23rd, on my way home. If your sister at Sutton Courtney would
do me the kindness of meeting us with her sociable at the station, we could
spend an hour or two with her before proceeding to Stadham; and I think Mrs.
Philpot would like to see the place where her uncle was when in the Church
of England.
It is some time since I was at Stadham, and I hope the
Lord may bless the visit among my old friends. We hope that amid much
weakness and ignorance He did bless us in times past, and He is the same
gracious God now as He was then—"the same yesterday, today, and forever."
And we, too, are the same poor and needy sinners who only see light in His
light, and without whom, indeed, we can do nothing. Many years have passed
away since I first came to Stadham, and we have seen many changes in
ourselves and others; but the foundation abides sure, and if we are indeed
built on that we are safe amid all trials. You have seen two sisters who
married with every prospect of worldly happiness widowed and bereft, and
thus have in your own family the strongest testimony how fleeting and
vanishing all dreams of earthly comfort are. How good it is when these
painful lessons produce spiritual abiding profit!
But, alas, we are slow and dull learners, and need
line upon line, line upon line, here a little, and there a little, and,
after all, often seem as if we knew nothing as we ought to know.
If salvation were not wholly of grace what hope could we
have? In this bottomless sea of mercy poor sinners can cast anchor when
there is any discovery of this superabounding grace to their hearts.
Yours affectionately,
J. C. P.
December 30, 1853
My dear Friend, Mr. Godwin—You seem favored with two great
blessings—health of body and health of soul. Such blessings are they, that
without them life is not life. I wish you may long enjoy both, and be made a
blessing for many years to the Church of God.
I am, through mercy, better. I preached at Oakham in the
morning last Lord's-day, and spoke in the afternoon from the chapter nearly
three quarters of an hour. We had our annual collection for the poor, and
got £26 7s. 3d., the largest collection for fifteen years. I
urged them to liberality on account of the dearness of provisions and fuel,
and the severity of the weather, and they came forward most liberally.
But I think, my dear friend, we have both seen much of a
God of providence. I told them at Oakham on Lord's-day that I have sometimes
thought I could write a "Bank of faith," for money has come in just as
needed. What I want most is grace, spirituality of mind, fear of the
Lord, tenderness of conscience, and power against besetting sins.
Yours affectionately,
J. C. P.
August 22, 1854
My Dear Friend, Mr. Grace—I am much pleased with Miss H—'s
letters. There is a freshness, a simplicity, and a naivete about them
which, with their slightly foreign English, are very characteristic. I like
the absence in them of that almost conventional language which has become
almost the common epistolary style of gracious people. I shall better,
perhaps, convey my meaning by quoting the remark of a friend, that "nearly
all the letters in the Standard might have been written by one
person." Like a clear brook, Miss H—'s letters allow you to see through the
water to the bottom. Her very ignorance, in some points, pleases me, as it
shows she is struggling upwards and onwards for divine light. A few sincere
simple souls, thirsting for divine teaching, open a minister's heart and
mouth, while heady, high-minded, carping, caviling hearers only bar and
close it. Mr. Beeman always wondered what Mr. Huntington could see in him to
like. It was his humility and his seeing nothing in himself.
I am sorry to hear of your trials and afflictions. But
what would you be to the Church of God without them? An unexercised, untried
minister is of little use to the suffering Church of God, Hart's "noble army
of martyrs." I wish you well under them, and I wish you well through them,
and I wish you well after them, and then you will say, "It is well." I was
glad to see you in town, and believe we could have found matter for
conversation had your visit been longer, as I felt free to talk with you,
and believe that on most points, and on all important ones, we are well
agreed. You occupy an important position in your large town, and feel,
doubtless, that all your sufficiency is of God. Without Him the wisest
and strongest labor in vain, and with Him the worm Jacob can thresh the
mountains.
Accept the best wishes and sincere Christian love of
Yours affectionately,
J. C. P.
September 11, 1854
My dear Friend, Mr. Grace—I am much obliged to you for
your kind and acceptable present, which came safely to hand.
I much like what I have read of Huntington's 'Letters'.
They give us himself not as the controversialist, though in that a good
soldier of Jesus Christ—but as he was in his secret chamber. There is an
infinity of admirable touches whereby the secret work of the Spirit on the
heart seems in some respects more effectually traced out than when drawn out
in a clearer, more systematic manner. Some of his hints and directions are
much to the purpose, and bear a stamp of genuine godliness. It may be taken
up, too, and laid down at vacant moments without, as in systematic writings,
losing the thread, and may thus lie on the table side by side with the Bible
and Hart's Hymns.
I hope the Lord was with you in your late tour. We would
be very happy to see and hear you here when you come again into these parts.
It is a mercy to be blessed with will and power to labor in the vineyard.
There is certainly in our day a spirit of hearing in many places, and we
have reason to hope that among these thick boughs there must be some
fruitful branches.
Things, perhaps, are not so bad as some think, though not
so good as most imagine. But that the life of God is low, even where it
exists, is, I fear, too true.
Wishing you the enjoyment of every covenant mercy,
I am, Yours affectionately and obliged,
J. C. P.
September 27, 1854
My dear Friend, Mr. Godwin—I desire to sympathize with you
in all your trials and sorrows, which the Lord has laid upon you so very
heavy and severe. But I see in them marks of a kind and gracious Father's
love to make you more useful to the Church of God, and establish you more in
the truth and blessedness of the Gospel. Whatever men may think or say about
you, they cannot say that yours is the illegitimate child's portion, and
that you have all that the carnal heart can wish for—you are plagued all the
day long and chastened every morning. But what a mercy that you are not left
either to hardness of heart or to rebellion under your afflictions, but are
favored with a spirit of grace and supplications, and prove from time to
time that the Lord is a God who hears and answers prayer! I hope it may
please the Lord when this affliction has worked out its destined end and
brought forth the peaceable fruit of righteousness, to remove it in some
measure. I say "in some measure," for I never expect poor Mrs. G— will have
much health in this life. It will be a daily cross for you both until her
poor frail tabernacle is laid in the grave to wait the sound of the great
trumpet on the resurrection morn, and then she will have a new and glorified
body, fit companion for an immortal soul, and each as full of glory as they
can hold. But she had better be tried in mind and afflicted in body, and
have grace in her heart, than be mistress of Woburn Abbey and be called
"Your Grace."
I am going (D.V.) to Leicester, Friday next, for
Lord's-day and the Tuesday after.
I am much as usual in health. I did not come home very
well, but feel a little stronger since I returned. Few places suit me better
than my own home.
I am afraid our friends at — are in a good deal of
trouble and confusion. I hardly know what advice to give them. When churches
get wrong it is like family troubles, which people out of the family are
very sorry for, but cannot interfere in. We can only give them kind and
scriptural advice, and there we must leave it. I dread church troubles, as
there never is an end to them, and they break up all peace, confidence, and
union. We are, through mercy, pretty comfortable at present at both places.
I hear the old warrior was well heard at Leicester. The
place was very fully attended, and many came a long way.
My dear friend, we have all our trials and sorrows. The
great question is, what they are doing for our immortal souls? That is the
main thing after all, for they must come one day to an end.
Yours affectionately,
J. C. P.
November 9, 1854
My dear Friend, Mrs. Peake—You have given me, in your kind
and affectionate note, so friendly and cordial an invitation, that I cannot
feel it in my heart to decline it. I shall have, therefore, much pleasure in
staying over the Wednesday, and will make my arrangements accordingly. I
have for many years seen much difficulty in maintaining Christian communion
with those towards whom we feel spiritual union. It is usually only at rare
seasons that true spiritual communion is obtained with them; and without
this, social communion rather damps than maintains our union. This feeling
has long influenced me in declining much visiting among the friends, beyond
those friendly and pastoral calls which the Lord may make mutually pleasant
and profitable. But one may err on the right hand as well as on the left;
and Christians may keep themselves too widely apart—or be too intimate.
Any profit that you may derive from the ministry is
wholly of the Lord's mercy and grace. This is my increasing feeling. What
the Lord blesses is His own truth. Pure water in a horn, is better than foul
water in a golden cup. My desire is to preach God's pure unadulterated
truth, and leave the blessing of it to Him.
Yours very affectionately,
J. C. P.
March 25, 1854
My dear friend, Thomas Godwin,
Mrs. S. gave a sweet and blessed testimony before the Church. I never heard
a sweeter account of the love of God shed abroad in a poor sinner's heart.
But it was fresh and warm in her soul, and therefore came forth sweet and
savory. I understand she has been much tried about it since.
I am (D.V.) to baptize three candidates tomorrow, and
hope we may have a good day. I expect we shall also soon have a baptizing at
Oakham, as we have received one candidate, and another is coming forward.
I have been applied to about the propriety of breaking up
the church at C., and re-forming it. There are, I believe, not more than
four or five members left, the others having withdrawn on account of F.'s
bad conduct; and as the present members seem to have sanctioned his evil
ways, it has been thought an advisable step to break up the church, and so
remove the reproach, and then form a new one. My own mind is in favor of it,
as I think there will be neither peace nor prosperity while the present
church continues. But the question arises, "Who has a sufficient authority
to do so?" A 'temporary Supply' hardly seems to have sufficient authority to
do it. For if one Supply may do it, why not another? And then you may
establish this principle, that a Supply may go and break up a church, like
Eden Street or Allington, where there is no pastor, whether the church
agrees to it or not. So that, while I think it would be best for the church
at C. to be broken up, I hardly see how it is to be done, or who has
authority to do it in a Scriptural manner. Turn the matter over in your
mind, as I dare say they will ask your opinion about it. I think it must
eventually be done; but I believe it can hardly be done in a right way
before they get a permanent minister.
Monday, March 27
My dear friend, Thomas Godwin,
I had a hard day's work yesterday, and having a bad cold, was almost unable
to finish. The baptistry here is most inconvenient, being so long; and the
women were all much agitated, and I had almost to carry them through the
water, after I had baptized them, to the further side, and the lattice under
my feet quite slippery. I hope however we had, on the whole, a good day. I
am quite poorly today, and therefore am not much fit for writing; but it is
a mercy I was brought through yesterday, and did not disappoint the
candidates and the people.
Mrs. Philpot is, through mercy, better in health. Amid
all our trials and afflictions, we have our mercies and favors. My chief
burden and trouble is sin, which haunts me night and day. Oh what an enemy
to the soul's peace!
Yours very affectionately,
J. C. P.
February 1, 1855
My dear friend, John Grace—I am exceedingly obliged to you for your
kind present of the fourth volume of the invaluable "Posthumous Letters of
William Huntington", and for your friendly and affectionate letter. I have
been reading some of his most sweet and savory epistles this morning, and
find them instructive, edifying, and profitable. They contain the cream and
marrow of vital godliness, and real, genuine, heartfelt religion unmixed
with that controversial spirit, which sometimes mingles with his other
writings. What I admire most in them, next to their sweet savor, is the way
in which he draws up the living water from his own experience, and that past
as well as present. I would much like to make them better known through
The Gospel Standard, and put down a few thoughts which have occurred to
my mind in reading them. What a dreadful lack is there of such preaching
now! I look round and see so few men qualified to feed the church of God. We
are overrun with parsons, but, oh dear! what are they? I cannot but
attribute much of the low state of the churches to the ministers, who
rather preach them dead, deaf, and blind, than stir them up and
ministerially quicken, enlighten, and enliven them. I am sure that the life
of God much consists in, and is much manifested by, the breathings, cries,
and longings of the soul after Him, and that by these, that coldness and
deadness are sensibly relieved, which many so much complain of.
With you, I admire above all others, Hart's blessed
hymns. I would be glad to help in their circulation, and I think a notice in
the Standard, or short advertisement, might help this. As all his
hymns are in Gadsby's Hymn book (with one or two omissions), our friends are
pretty well furnished with copies, but I will mention the cheap edition to
them.
Do you not think the churches should use prayer and
supplication at this momentous crisis? The Lord's hand seems going out
against us at home and abroad. How paralyzed and dislocated all the men of
war and counsel seem, and none able to stand in the gap. Mr. Huntington was
a true lover of his country, and lived in still darker times than our own.
With what boastings was the war entered upon, and now what despondency.
How few acknowledge that the Lord reigns!
I desire to sympathize with you in your trials and
afflictions, but they are all in due weight and measure.
Yours affectionately,
J. C. P.
March 6, 1855
My dear friend, Miss Richmond—I am much obliged to you for your kind
communication of the closing scenes of our lamented friend's earthly life. I
perceived, when I last saw him, the inroads which his disease had made on
his appearance and constitution, and was therefore the less surprised to
hear of his decease. He was a man so thoroughly sincere, and indeed so
scrupulous to say nothing of himself but what his conscience could fully
bear witness to, that we can receive with implicit credit what he said in
those solemn moments. In those who have walked many years in tribulation's
thorny road, and have at various times been favored and blessed, we do not
expect such a, what is called, triumphant death-bed, as in those who are
removed in their first love. The promise is, that in Jesus they shall have
peace. Their experience of the deceitfulness of their own heart has stripped
them of lying hopes and a false peace; and therefore when we see them in the
enjoyment of peace, with eternity in full view, we cannot but believe that
the peace of God is keeping their heart and mind through Christ Jesus. This
our dear departed friend seems to have felt and enjoyed. I attach more
weight to this, and his holding up his hands at the last, than what you
mention of a more visionary nature. He was, as you justly observe, a firm
friend to, and unbending pillar of, truth; and his quiet demeanor and
consistent conduct for many years recommended and adorned his profession.
Being so long afflicted with a complaint from which recovery was hopeless,
we need not wish him detained here below. Among the blessings of the realms
above, is that "the inhabitants thereof shall no more say, I am sick." Those
only who have a sickly tabernacle can fully prize such a promise. Our dear
friend, we fully hope, has entered into the enjoyment of it.
I am at present but poorly myself, having an attack of
influenza on my chest. Truly this is a dying world. On last Saturday,
my friend Mr. Harrison, of Leicester, was removed from this valley of tears.
In helping to move a tree, he received a blow on the chest which produced
inflammation of the heart, under which he sank. He was one of the kindest,
sincerest friends that I was ever blessed with. How all these dispensations
speak to us with a loud voice, "Set your affections on things above, not on
things on the earth!" Twenty-four years have passed away since I spent the
winter at Sutton Courtney, and nearly twenty since I left the Establishment.
Mrs. Lowe, H. Witney, and poor Brookland, with many others who used to hear
my voice, have been removed from time into eternity, and these departures of
our friends all seem to say, "you also be ready". But the Lord Himself must
be our help, and hope, and all. To Him, and to Him alone, must we ever look,
for there is salvation in no other. He is the way, and the truth, and the
life, and no man comes unto the Father but by Him.
Yours affectionately,
J. C. P.
August 16, 1855
My dear friend, Thomas Godwin—I believe you will be pleased to hear
that, through rich mercy, I have been brought through my labors here much
better than I anticipated. I came up with many fears and faintings, but have
broken down neither in body nor mind. I found more exertion needed than at
Eden Street, but I think what tried me so much at Eden Street was the foul
air. I had all the windows opened at Gower Street round the gallery, and
therefore felt not the least bad air or closeness.
We had great congregations, and I hope I was faithful to
them. I did not feel all I could wish, far from it; but I must not complain.
I see and feel my great deficiency and shortcomings as a minister. I
felt Tuesday evening before the Lord—"Oh, that I could preach better—with
more power and savor, and be more blessed to the people!" I always seem to
come so short of what I want spiritually to be. I am coming short all the
day long, and sinning with every breath I draw. What a debtor to grace! What
else can I preach to poor guilty sinners?
Gower Street was the first London pulpit I ever stood up
in, as I preached once for Mr. Fowler, August 8, 1836, just nineteen years
ago. I am much pleased with the chapel, and hardly know whether to be more
grateful to the Lord for the chapel, and bringing me through, or to Him for
putting it into the heart of Mr. and Mrs. Clowes to take us in. Their rooms
seem to suit my health, so that I may say that, on the whole, I have not got
through my London labors so well for some years. I hardly dare say much, as
I may fall ill when I return home; but as far as present feelings go, I seem
better than these last two or three years. I always much dread my Abingdon
Lord's day, both for body and soul. There are many gracious well-taught
people there, and they come many miles, and I feel my weakness in every
sense of the word.
I hope the Lord will come with you to Gower Street. What
an affliction you have! But ballast we must have to sail steady. We do
not like trials and troubles, but what are we without them?
Yours affectionately,
J. C. P.
September 26, 1855
My dear Friend, Mr. Grace—I shall be most happy to see you
at Stamford in October, but I cannot by any means consent to your being a
hearer, for which I will give you three sufficient reasons: 1. The rest will
do my body good. 2. I am afraid your being there might shut me up. 3. My
people would be much disappointed. I am to them but an old song; but the
Lord might, and I hope would, bless the word by you. I hope Mr. P. delivered
my message verbatim et literatim. "Tell Mr. Grace I shall be happy to
give him a seat at my table, a bed at my house, and a door into my pulpit."
I was glad to hear that Mr. H— made a good end. The Lord
is faithful to the work of His dear Son on the cross, and the work of the
Holy Spirit on the soul. Clouds and darkness may surround the work on the
soul as they do His eternal throne, though He himself dwells in the light
which no man can approach unto; but at evening time it is often light. Grace
is undying—and that is the mercy for the living family of God.
I am preaching here to large congregations.
Grace be with you.
Yours affectionately,
J. C. P.
October 30, 1855
Dear Friend,—I am sorry I cannot accept the invitation contained
in your kind and affectionate letter. My will is to labor in the vineyard;
but I do not possess the health and strength needful to carry out my will.
My chest being weak and tender I can only just manage, with the Lord's help,
to go in and out before my own people. Besides which, the winter season is
fast advancing, during which I rarely go from home, except backwards and
forwards here, which, indeed, is my second home, naturally and spiritually.
Apart from my own bodily comfort I have often much
desired better health, that I might labor more in the Lord's cause. But He
knows best what to do with, and what to do by us, and what we cannot
alter, it is our wisdom and mercy to submit to.
I have no doubt that you find it hard work to carry on
the cause of truth at L—. But if this make you feel more deeply your need of
help from the Sanctuary, it will work together for your spiritual good.
Those causes, or rather those people, usually flourish best where there is
much opposition and many painful trials. These show how far we are sincere
in our love to the truth, and give an errand to the throne. We soon sink
down into a cold, careless state, when there are no trials; and, therefore,
we may say of them that they are blessings in disguise.
Yours affectionately,
J. C. P.
November 19, 1855
My dear Friend, Mr. Grace—I received quite safely both
your kind letter and the book. I have not had much time as yet to read the
latter, but like what I have seen of it. It is wrong to use such a term, but
it has almost amused me from its pithy quaintness and dry expressions. It
much resembles a book you are probably unacquainted with, a great favorite
with Dr. Johnson, Burton's "Anatomy of Melancholy." The short Latin
quotations were then the style of the age, as Latin was then as generally
understood as French now. But apart from this there are many useful hints on
experimental subjects.
I have lately adopted the plan of making a few short
comments in a familiar manner as I read the chapter, and find it puts a life
and interest in that part of the service of God. Our hearers are many of
them exceedingly ignorant and need a little instruction, and things stumble
them which a word of explanation might remove. A poor woman whom I knew was
troubled that Peter should have had wicked Judas for his son (John 13:2),
and a man, how there could be calling without repentance (Rom. 11:29). Two
words would have removed these stumbling blocks. Many a poor child of God
has gotten a real blessing from a verse in the chapter or a line from the
hymn, when all the sermon was an empty sound. What we need is the
blessing of God, and if that is not sought or wanted, preaching is but a
worthless noise.
Yours affectionately,
J. C. P.
January 15, 1856
My dear friend, Miss Richmond—I am much obliged to you for your kind
and sympathizing letter, and the invitation therein contained.
I am much pleased to learn that the Lord has graciously
turned your captivity. It much resembles a manifestation which I was once
favored with, when the Lord Jesus was so presented before the eyes of my
enlightened understanding, and I had such a view by faith of the two
distinct natures in one glorious Person. It was on my bed one morning,
during a long illness. I can therefore quite understand your feelings and
experience. It will give truth a deeper place, and a firmer hold in your
heart; and though it may be often disputed or doubted, hidden in darkness,
and buried in confusion, still it will afford you some standing-ground which
you had not before.
It is a very blessed thing, and a high favor, to have
clear and spiritual views of the Person of Immanuel. It gives faith a firm
foundation to rest upon, and makes Jesus all in all. We are exceedingly
obliged to you for your kind invitation, but all our family are now with us,
and we cannot leave them to servants.
Yours affectionately,
J. C. P.
February 22nd, 1856
My dear friend, John Grace—I cannot call to mind any distinct promise
to review (my usual way of noticing) Huntington's letters. I may possibly do
so, but much must depend on how I am led in the matter. I cannot write a
review, unless the subject be one which I feel I can handle in a manner
edifying to the church of God. I take a book more as a peg, on which to hang
an essay on a subject which I think I can write upon feelingly and
profitably, than to commend or censure the book itself. Now it may be a most
excellent work, but unless I can produce out of my own mind, independent
profitable matter on the same or some allied subject, I cannot review it. A
review to me is almost like a text. It must come to me, not I go to it; and
therefore I can no more promise a review, except conditionally, than I can
promise to preach from a given text. Whether good or bad, the reviews cost
me much time and thought, and are written with great care. I have a large
well-instructed and critical circle of readers, besides many cavilers and
fault-finders; and I must not attempt subjects which I cannot handle
Scripturally and experimentally. I may, if not just at present, take up the
"Posthumous Letters", and the best time will be when the angel troubles the
waters.
I feel much as you do about the truth of God. It is dear
to me, and I can neither buy nor sell it, as men would have me. It is to be
bought without money and without price, and to be sold for neither. It alone
makes free. How can it then be parted with? Many of God's children are weak
in judgment, and soon drawn aside, which should make us doubly desirous to
contend earnestly for the faith once delivered unto the saints. I am,
through mercy, a little better, and have resumed preaching, but my chest is
still tender. That and my own heart are my two greatest trials.
Yours affectionately,
J. C. P.
October 13, 1856
To The Deacons and Members of the Church of Christ Assembling themselves for
the worship of God at Gower Street Chapel, London, mercy, peace, and love be
multiplied:
My dear friends,
Having taken into serious and prayerful consideration the
expression of your desire that I should come among you for a season, with a
view to a settlement as pastor over you in the Lord, if approved of by you,
I have been obliged to come to the resolution to decline the proposal.
Two obstacles have, from the first, presented themselves
to my mind, which I feel would be insuperable, unless specially removed by
the Lord Himself.
1. The first is the delicate state of my health, in
consequence of which I am sometimes laid aside from the public exercise of
the ministry. This, which is much felt by my own people in the country,
would be a serious objection in London, and with a large and more mixed
congregation. Besides which, my general delicacy of health, and
susceptibility to cold, would much hinder those pastoral visits, that
attention to the sick, and interment, when needed, of members of the church,
which would reasonably be required of a settled minister. Nor can I
reasonably hope that, after so many years' duration of ill health, it is
likely to improve with advancing life.
2. But, secondly, I have felt that, after having been
settled over two churches and congregations for about eighteen years, among
whom I trust the Lord has blessed my labors, I could not dissolve that
connection, unless I had some clear intimation that such was the will of
God.
My own people, both at Stamford and Oakham, have deeply
felt even the idea of my leaving them, and have expressed their apprehension
that such a step might, at least at one of the places, issue in the breaking
up of the church altogether.
Unless therefore I clearly saw my way, and unless the
pillar of cloud went more manifestly before me than it does, I feel I could
not take a step so important as that to which you invite me.
There are indeed many circumstances, both as regards you
and myself, which would have made your invitation acceptable to me, had
these obstacles not intervened. But I am very certain that, to undertake
such an important charge without clearly seeing the will and hand of God,
would issue in sorrow and disappointment to both you and myself.
I am, my dear friends,
Yours affectionately in Christ,
J. C. P.
November 24th, 1856
My dear friend, Jesse Crake,
I hope this illness has not altogether been unprofitable to me, as during it
I have had many seasons of prayer, meditation, and reading the Word with
sweetness and feeling. There must be times, especially in a minister, for
laying up, as well as laying out. There is a trading in divine matters,
whereby the soul becomes enriched with heavenly treasure. Seclusion and
solitude, of which I have had much, are favorable seasons for confession,
meditation, and self-examination; and when the mind is solemnized with the
weighty matters of eternity, prayer and supplication are made to the Lord
for those blessings that we feelingly stand in need of. Much of my time, at
various seasons during my illness, has been so spent. And there has been
joined with it, at times, careful study of the Word of God, especially some
of the Epistles of the New Testament.
The mind and judgment need to be informed and established
in the truth of God; and a minister or writer who does not give his mind to
the revelation of God's truth, and does not take solemn delight and pleasure
therein, will not much feed the church of God. Here I see many ministers
deficient in our day. There is so much gossiping and visiting from house to
house, not as godly instructors, but for mere society's sake, that precious
time is wasted, and the mind dissipated, until the soul becomes like the
garden of the sluggard. My delicate health, it is true, in a good measure,
keeps me from these things, and thus it may be, for this and other reasons,
a blessing in disguise. . . .
Yours affectionately,
J. C. P.
October 30, 1857
Dear Mr. Tips, friend and Brother in the Lord of Life and Glory,
I received and read with much interest and pleasure your
gratifying letter, the whole of which I was able to make out with tolerable
facility. But though I understand enough of the Dutch language to be able to
read it, I am not sufficiently conversant with that tongue, as regards its
idioms and grammar, to be able to write it. I therefore avail myself of your
kind permission to write to you in my native tongue, which it appears you
understand, and in which I hope to express myself in a manner intelligible
to you and easy to myself.
The information which your truly interesting and
spiritual letter contains, that very many of my sermons have been translated
into Dutch, and widely circulated among the tried and afflicted people of
God in your country, humbled and melted my soul before the Lord, and I was
enabled to praise His holy name for His great goodness and wonderful
condescension, in making use of so sinful and unworthy an instrument as
myself, to spread abroad His gracious and glorious name, not only in my own
country, but in a foreign land (2 Cor. 2:14).
It also led me to supplicate His gracious Majesty, that
He would still go on to make use of me as an instrument in His hands, to
spread the Gospel of His sovereign, distinguishing, and superabounding
grace. What made the matter more surprising in my eyes, and showed me more
clearly that it was the Lord's own work, was this circumstance, that I had
no hand in the matter, and knew nothing of the work that was going on, until
the pleasing news reached my ears. And it has been the same in this country;
for with the exception of two or three little publications sent abroad by me
twenty years ago, I have never had any hand in spreading my own sermons in
this land, but have left the matter wholly in the hands of the Lord, as
feeling if they were worthy to live and be spread, it would be done, and if
not, let them die.
It may perhaps be interesting to you, and the readers of
the sermons in Holland, to learn how they first came into public notice in
this country. You are perhaps aware that I was brought up in the communion
of the Church of England, our great national establishment, and was educated
at the University of Oxford, where, to speak with all humility, I
distinguished myself by my knowledge of Greek and Latin literature. I was
ordained to the ministry in the Church of England in the year 1828, being
then not quite twenty-six years of age. At that time I hope the Lord had,
about a year and a half previously, quickened my soul into spiritual life,
and taught me, by His Spirit and grace, something both of sin and of
salvation. But my eyes were not then open to see the errors and corruptions
of the National Church. I was much afflicted with illness in the years 1830
and 1831, and as eternal things came to lie with greater weight and power on
my heart, and the Lord's work was deepened in my soul, I became led to see
more clearly, and feel keenly, the errors and evils of the Church of
England; and after some years of trial and prayer to the Lord to lead and
guide me, I was compelled, in the Spring of 1835, to withdraw myself from
its communion, though obliged to relinquish at the same time a comfortable
living which I had in it, and to renounce all my prospects of future
advancement, which were much bound up in it.
At that time I was in a most delicate state of health,
without any property, or the prospect of any; but like Abraham, I went out
at the call of God and conscience, not knowing where I went, and I was
enabled, through rich grace, to esteem, with Moses, the reproach of Christ
greater riches than the treasures of Egypt. A door however, in answer to the
prayers of a spiritual friend, was soon opened for me to preach the gospel
outside of the Church of England, and since that period my ministry has been
among the Particular Baptists—a religious denomination in this country
called by that name, as holding the baptism of believers only, and also
holding that the Lord's Supper is, by Apostolic practice, restricted to
baptized believers, holding those particular doctrines which are generally
termed the doctrines of grace, and which were so clearly laid down by your
forefathers at the Synod of Dort.
Since the year 1837, I have been in the habit of going to
London once a year in the summer season, for the purpose of preaching the
Gospel, as well as to other places, where I proclaim the Word of life;
though my stated residence and ministry are chiefly at the town whence I
date this letter, and another about twelve miles distant.
In the summer of 1839, being then in the metropolis on my
annual visit, I preached a sermon at Zoar Chapel, Great Alie Street, London,
which has lately been translated into Dutch by J. Nieuwland, and published
by J. Campen of Sneek, in his "Eerste Zestal Leerredenen, von J. C.
Philpot", from Psalm 106:4, 5, under the title—"De begeerte des harten van
elken wedergeborene".
This sermon was taken down entirely without my knowledge,
and printed in a publication called, "The Penny Pulpit", but I saw neither
the MS. nor the printed sermon, until it was put into my hands. This sermon
however, which was on the whole a faithful report, had a most rapid and
amazing circulation, the sale having reached, I believe, nearly twenty
editions. This circumstance, of course, encouraged the printer to work a
mine, which seemed likely to yield him such profit, and thus since that date
it has gone on, Mr. Paul and other publishers having availed themselves of
my visits to London, to take down and publish the sermons which I have been
enabled to preach there, so that they now amount to a considerable number,
and many of them are out of print and cannot be procured. They have also
been taken down at other places, and published in the same way. In all this
matter I have taken no steps to have them reported, or to forward their
sale; nor do I derive any pecuniary profit from them. But in order to secure
myself from the unavoidable errors which would arise if I did not look them
over, I make it a point to revise them before they are published, and thus
they have all passed under my eye.
I have looked over those which you have kindly sent me
through Mr. Bayfield, and as far as I have had time and opportunity to
examine them, they appear for the most part faithfully and ably translated.
The idiom of the two languages so much differs, that it is not possible
always to preserve in Dutch the exact structure of the English sentences, in
which much of the force and clearness of the English language consists. Nor
is it possible in extempore preaching (all my sermons being delivered
completely voor de vuist) to give that clearness and precision of
thought and expression which can be communicated to a written discourse. Yet
as far as the Lord enables me, I do what I can to make them clear, distinct,
and forcible, that the trumpet may give a certain sound (1 Cor. 14:8). The
sermons, I know, are much read in this country, and by all classes, both
rich and poor, educated and uneducated. Knowing therefore how much the
truths I preach are opposed to the carnal mind, and how gladly many would
make me an offender for a word, I bestow what pains I can to cut off
occasion from those who would seek occasion to wound, through me, the truth
of the Gospel. At the same time, I bear in mind that whatever the sermons
are, much more dwells in Christ, for "it has pleased the Father that in Him
all fullness should dwell" (Col. 1:19); and it is declared that "God has
blessed us with all spiritual blessings in heavenly places in Christ" (Eph.
1:3). It will be then our wisdom and mercy, to be ever looking unto this
blessed Jesus (Isa. 14:2; Heb. 12:2); and to be living upon Him, as the
Apostle declared, that he did (Gal. 2:20). It is in this way that we receive
out of His fullness (John 1:16), feed upon His flesh, and drink His blood,
and thus dwell in Him, and He in us (John 6:56). We should be much in prayer
and supplication to the Lord for His own teaching and blessing. This is the
direction given to us by James (1:5), and the same Apostle describes to us
the blessed nature of that wisdom which is from above, and which, with every
other good and perfect gift, comes down from the Father of lights (James
3:17; 1:17). The promise is—"All your children shall be taught of the Lord,
and great shall be the peace of your children" (Isa. 54:13); and the Lord
Himself tells us what the effect of this divine teaching is (John 6:45). To
come unto Jesus for salvation, for pardon, for peace, for sanctification,
for victory over our besetting sins, is the fulfillment of the declaration,
that every man who has heard, and who has learned of the Father, comes unto
Christ (John 6:45). It is not a name, or a sound creed, or a mere calling
Jesus "Lord", that can or will save the soul from death and hell. There must
be a living faith, a good hope through grace (2 Thess. 2:16), and a
spiritual love shed abroad in the heart by the Holy Spirit (Rom. 5:5), in
order that the soul may be saved and blessed. Thus it is not merely the
soundness of his creed which distinguishes a Christian, but that work of the
blessed Spirit upon his heart, whereby he knows the truth, and finds to his
soul's joy that the truth makes free (John 7:32).
There is a blessed unity of spirit among all who
are truly taught of God. They are loved by the same everlasting love, and
redeemed by the same precious blood, are justified by the same
righteousness, are led by the same Spirit, and are traveling toward the same
happy and heavenly home. They all too speak the same language; for though in
their time state one may speak English, another Dutch, and another German,
yet they all speak a pure language, according to the Lord's own gracious
promise (Zeph. 3:9).
I much thank you for your kind invitation to come to
Rotterdam, but I cannot accept it, as I am so much engaged in the work of
the ministry. Besides which my health is delicate, and has been so for many
years, so that I cannot go about as many do, who are more favored with
bodily health and strength. But the Lord has been pleased to spread my
writings among those who know and love His truth, and I hope that they have
been blessed to many.
My friends in England greatly rejoiced in the
circumstance that my sermons had been translated into your native language,
and spread among the believers in Christ Jesus in Holland. Many wept
rejoicing tears over your letter, which I translated into English, and
inserted in The Gospel Standard. As this periodical circulates nearly
10,000 copies, it made your letter widely read. I have been requested to
insert in the same periodical my answer to it, but have not at present done
so. It is a blessing to be fellow-helpers of each other's joy and
fellow-laborers in the service of the same blessed Master. As there is a
commercial connection between Holland and England, each interchanging with
the other the commodities of life, so there may be, with the help and
blessing of God, a spiritual exchange of those heavenly wares, the
possession of which makes the owner rich indeed.
If anything spoken by my mouth, or written by my pen, has
been blessed to my believing brethren and sisters in Holland, to the Lord be
given all the praise, honor, and glory. It does not, it cannot, belong to
me. Everything worth having, knowing, or enjoying is the pure gift of God,
and to Him be rendered everlasting praise by the suffering saints below and
the glorified spirits above.
My Christian love to your wife and all who love the Lord
and His truth.
Yours affectionately in the truth of the Gospel,
J. C. P.
From The Gospel Standard,
December 1, 1857
Good news from a far country–
I always feel a great unwillingness to obtrude myself on public notice
more than absolute necessity may require, and have therefore considerable
hesitation in bringing the following letters before the readers of The
Gospel Standard; but as most of my friends who have read them have felt
much interest in their perusal, and have rejoiced with me in the glad
tidings communicated, I have been induced to comply with their expressed
wishes to make them more widely known; and I hope in doing so, I desire to
seek the glory of God. Apart from all personal considerations, it may
rejoice our hearts to see that the Lord has a people in other countries as
well as our own. Of course, where self is in question, it is extremely
difficult to judge righteous judgment; but as I had not the least hand in
the matter, and well know that the truths which I endeavor to set forth are
only acceptable to the poor and needy children of God, I may well hope that
the translation into Dutch of my sermons, and their great circulation in
Holland, afford some evidence that the Lord has a people there who love and
fear His name. A few words, however, of explanation may be necessary, to
give a clearer understanding of the circumstances under which the first of
the following letters was written.
I received some time ago a very kind and friendly letter
from a minister in London, mentioning that he had, in the providence of God,
a short time before, visited Holland, and that at Rotterdam he had met with
a Dutch gentleman, who asked him if he knew me, and could furnish him with
my address. On his answering in the affirmative, the gentleman showed him
several volumes of my sermons which had been translated into Dutch, and
which, he said, were much read and valued by the children of God in Holland.
In my answer to his letter, as he had mentioned he was likely soon again to
visit Rotterdam, I begged him to mention to his Dutch friend that I would be
happy to receive a letter from him. The first letter, which I have
translated from the Dutch as faithfully as the two languages, so different
in idiom, admit, it will be seen was sent to me in consequence of this
reply.
The second, which was written in English, was sent to me
by one of the publishers of my sermons in the same country, and has no
connection whatever with the first letter.
I cannot but say that I felt both humbled and softened in
my soul at the receipt of these glad tidings, and was enabled to bless and
praise the Lord's gracious name for His kind condescension in making any use
of one so unworthy to take even His name into his polluted lips. Though my
prayers and supplications have been up to the Lord, that He would bless me
to the souls of His saints, yet I never sought even here in England, still
less in a foreign land, to spread anything that fell from my lips or pen,
knowing well how much the pride of the flesh and self-exaltation mingle with
such matters, and being perfectly conscious that it is with the Lord alone
to bless whom and what He will bless. My feeling has ever been this—if
anything spoken or written in the Lord's name be worth living, He will make
it live; if worth spreading, He will make it spread; if not, let it all die
and come to nothing.
I felt also, as an additional reason for bringing forward
the first letter, that it would be read with interest as unfolding a little
of the present religious condition of Holland; and though a dark cloud of
unbelief and infidelity broods over that land, yet there are evidently
bright gleams that break through.
J. C. P., November 18, 1857
The following are the Dutch letters referred to—
"Respected Sir; It is now about three years since the
glad news became generally spread among the people of God, that your sermons
had been translated into Dutch, purchased by many people, and read and
re-read by not a few with an insatiable pleasure—and this in consequence of
the hunger which, by God's grace, is still felt by many in Holland—a hunger,
not after natural bread, and a thirst, not after the water of the River Maas
that flows by Rotterdam. Many a soul among that people, which in self is
ever poor and wretched, has been revived and refreshed by the precious grain
strewed by your hands; and the indispensable growth of that grain, which
alone proceeds from God the Holy Spirit, is to the praise of free grace,
both here and elsewhere not withheld.
"To me also was the privilege given to purchase one of
your sermons, to read aloud to my wife and friends; and in truth, as a
blessing attended it, this sermon, to use an expression of an excellent but
departed friend, 'created a taste for more'. In consequence, I kept buying
and reading one sermon after another, until I have now in my possession all
your sermons (about fifty-four in number), which have been translated into
Dutch, besides your answer to the question, 'What is it that saves a soul?'
"But just in proportion as I found and received more and
more food for my soul from your sermons (and I must confess that in these
things I live, and in them is the life of my spirit), there arose a strong
involuntary desire in my heart to learn to know more about you. And every
now and then among the people was the question asked—'Who is this J. C.
Philpot, a man so taught by the Holy Spirit? Where and when did lie live? Is
he still in this wilderness, or has he already entered into the heavenly
Canaan?' These and several other questions about you were not seldom asked
of me, and exchanged among us. But my inquiries continued fruitless; my
questions remained unanswered; no one knew these particulars about you more
than myself; and so my hope vanished like smoke, to become ever better
acquainted with you.
"But wonderful even in this case have been the ways of
God, as I have frequently found before by experience. When we give up all
heart, when our counsel is all come to an end, that is often the Lord's time
to appear. Just see it in this case. Some weeks ago, the Lord sent me a
person whom you know, Mr. — from London. He happened to come to the
counting-house of Messrs. —, where I am chief manager. When I learned that
he was a preacher in London, I at once asked him if he were acquainted with
you. 'Yes', was his answer, 'I know Mr. Philpot very well, and he is yet
alive; but he does not live in London'. Upon this I related to him how your
sermons had been translated into Dutch, and also what a great desire there
was to buy and read them. I also told him how closely I felt knit to you in
spirit; and I begged him, if possible, to favor me with your address and
residence. 'That I certainly will do', was his answer. And now all that he
promised is fulfilled; for through the free goodness of the Lord, and His
providential disposing, I have now your address and place of abode in your
own handwriting, for which I return you my friendly thanks.
"And now let me address myself more particularly to you.
Forgive, respected Sir, the liberty taken by a stranger, unknown to you even
by sight, and separated from you by the sea; but one who feels in and
through the Spirit, that you in a spiritual sense are one of the same
family. Forgive, and count it not amiss, that I take the liberty of writing
to you these few lines; and in my opinion, I think I have a ready inducement
so to do, since you in your letter to Mr. —, which I have read, use these
striking words—'There were formerly in Holland many distinguished
Christians; but I understand that vital godliness, for the most part, has
sunk there to a very low ebb'.
"As you will remark, I have underlined your words, and
feel willing to communicate to you something (for all is impossible)
of our present state. But do you see with me in this point? And in the first
place may I ask, 'Do you mean preachers and people, as well as the
professors in the universities?' Alas! your supposition is too true, and is
not a mere fancy. It is so. The 'peculiar people' are not now so numerous as
they were formerly; and the doctrine of the Bible, and that of our fathers
which was founded upon the Word of God, and compared with which they held
life and goods cheap, is, sad to say, by their cowardly descendants, not
only dragged in the mud, but trodden under foot. A pestilential teaching has
thoroughly penetrated through all the higher and lower schools in Holland,
so that even the precious Word of God is banished from the greater part of
the schools; and through the venom so strewed, thousands are poisoned; and
alas! through that circumstance, my beloved country, where God has wrought
so many wonders, has thereby declared that it has no longer need of the God
of its fathers. If Satan has thus mounted the throne, and if he rules as
supreme among us (through the Lord's permission), and if God does not
preserve us, we are all undone. If you would wish to read some account of
the erroneous and lying spirit which is openly proclaimed in Holland as from
the housetops, I will, with your permission, buy you a work of Mr. I. da
Costa, entitled—What is taught and delivered by the Theological Faculty
at Leyden; A Voice of Woe and Lamentation. By this you will perfectly
understand the present religious condition of Holland, and will indeed see
that there are not now so many Christians as formerly. But, through mercy,
there are still a few men who blow the Gospel trumpet. There are still those
who will not keep silence, but lift up their voice loudly in defense of the
truth against these lies. There are still on Zion's walls, watchmen who pray
earnestly for the peace of Jerusalem.
"You speak, in the second place, of the spiritual
condition of Holland, and say that 'vital godliness is here at a low ebb'.
If I do not mistake, I understand you to mean by the expression 'vital
godliness', the inward spiritual life of the children of God. And alas! on
this point generally one must speak with the mourning prophet—'Oh that my
head were waters, and my eyes a fountain of tears, that I might weep over
the condition of Zion here!' Ah, how has the gold become dim! Much more is
heard spoken about points of disunion and disagreement, than on points of
agreement and union. These things should not so be. One says 'I am of Paul',
another 'I of Apollos', and 'I of Cephas', and 'I of Christ'. And I ask
sometimes with Paul, 'Is Christ divided?' Alas! this is the greatest of all
our condemnation, that because the tongues are so confounded, the children
of God do not understand each other now as once they did. But the Lord, the
faithful Three-in-One covenant God, will Himself again once more arise to
heal what is now so lamentably broken, and to gather together what is now so
widely scattered. When? In His own time. 'Watchman, what of the night? The
morning is come, and yet it is night' (Dutch translation). Come Lord, heal
the breaches of Your people. O Lord Jesus! come quickly; redeem Israel from
all her distresses. But God be thanked, for Jesus Christ's sake, His only
and eternal Son, through the Holy Spirit, there are here, as in the days of
the man of God, thousands who have not bowed their knee to Baal. There are
both preachers and people who contend earnestly for the faith once delivered
to the saints.
"And—but what more shall I add? Already I have perhaps
put your patience too much to the test, for this letter is already much
longer than I intended when I began to write. Yet a few words more. Though
we and our fathers have grievously sinned, and our sin and guilt, together
with the guilt of the land and the church, press us sore, yet through the
light which God the Holy Spirit, for Christ's sake, sheds abroad, we are at
various moments deeply humbled, confess our guilt, and fall down into the
dust; we mourn sore like doves, with this cry gushing out of the depth of
the soul—'Pity us, O Lord! pity, and show mercy. To us belong shame and
confusion of face, but righteousness belongs unto You. We have sinned. Do to
us that which is good in Your eyes; only deliver us in our time, O Lord!'
Surely the Lord does not deal with us after our sins, nor reward us
according to our iniquities. He is the Lord, merciful and gracious, patient,
and abundant in goodness and truth, even to this day. Peace alone through
the blood of the cross.
"Will you be so good, dear Sir, if the Lord will and give
you time and inclination, as to send me a reply to my letter as early as
possible. And may the Lord give you an understanding illuminated with divine
light, that you may write such things as shall be suited to our necessities,
and for the building up of our mourning Zion here upon her most holy faith.
Tell me if a spiritual union has been formed between you and me; and do you
feel disposed now and then, if the Lord will, to allow me the liberty of
corresponding with you?
"I have procured, according to your request, some of your
works which have been translated into Dutch, which I send to you through our
friend. Send me word if they are all translated correctly and genuinely, and
how you like the prefaces in Dutch which have been prefixed to some of your
sermons; also if you are acquainted with the translators, and knew that so
many had been translated.
"And now I have taken the liberty which you gave me in
your letter to Mr. —, to write to you in Dutch, as I find that you are
acquainted with that language, and I can express myself more readily in my
mother tongue. If possible, write to me back in the same language; but if
not, write to me in English.
Yours in the Lord,
G. T., Rotterdam, September 30, 1857."
(The preceding Letter was an answer to the above)
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"Dear Sir,
Having long ago intended to write to you, I take the liberty to do so now. I
have become acquainted with your name by reading one of your sermons, on
Psalm 43:3—'Send forth Your light and Your truth'. This sermon I have
translated into Dutch; and because I found so much excellent and precious
truth in it, I have published it at a very low price, as I thought that in
our country just such sermons were needed. Not that we have not, even here
in Holland, faithful watchmen. Oh, yes, thanks be to God, who continues to
supply us with some! I say 'some', in comparison to the many who ought to be
shepherds of the flock of Christ—and it is sad to say, they are wolves,
trying to disperse the flock, and they do not practice the word of the
prophet Isaiah—'Comfort, comfort My people, says your God'. Since then I
have also published a few more of your sermons, and must tell you, Sir, that
the people of God find food convenient for them therein. They say—'Oh give,
give! supply us with the sermons of J. C. Philpot'. And now those sermons
are among the most celebrated and extensively read in our country.
"I should feel infinitely obliged to you, Sir, if I might
have all your sermons and other writings; and my request is that you will go
on publishing sermons. May the Lord, who gives so great a blessing on these
sermons, continue to make them serviceable to the extension of His kingdom;
and that His poor people may long be fed with them, is my sincere wish. The
Lord, who has His children everywhere, and makes the one a means of comfort
to another, move your heart to send me a reply; for besides myself, there
are a great many friends who love the Lord Jesus Christ in sincerity, who
would feel honored to receive an answer to these lines.
Trusting to your kindness for sending me an answer very
soon,
Your humble Servant and Brother in Christ Jesus,
H. B., October 16, 1857."
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