Our wisest plans and best endeavors!
(Letters of John Newton)
We are disciples — Jesus is our Master. The world we live in is His school, and every person and event is under His management, designed to forward us in the great lessons which He would have us to learn — such as . . .
a distrust of creatures, and
an absolute dependence upon Himself.
In this view,
afflictions — are mercies,
losses — are gains,
hindrances — are helps, and
all things, even those which seem most contrary — are working together for our good.
Creatures smile upon us — or frown upon us; caress us — or disappoint us;
friends grow cool — and enemies become kind —
just as His wisdom sees most expedient to promote our spiritual progress.
Where we look for most blessing — it often comes to little;
where we look for nothing — we often obtain most benefit.
Our wisest plans and best endeavors at one time produce great troubles!
At another time, what we do at random, and what we account the most trifling incidents — are productive of happy, lasting, and extensive consequences.
It is well for us if, by a long train of such changing, checkered experiences — we at length attain to some proficiency, and can say with David, "My soul, wait only upon God; for my expectation is from Him."
The heart possession of two maxims of Matthew Henry, is well worth all that the acquisition can cost us:
1. Every creature is to us — only what God makes it.
2. We cannot expect too little from man — nor too much from God.
In this school I am placed — and these lessons I am aiming to learn. But I am a poor scholar and indeed any master but He who condescends to be my teacher — would turn me out as an incorrigible dunce!
Yet I sincerely wish to be willing to be what, and where, and how the Lord would have me be — to cast all my cares simply upon Him, and to be always satisfied in my mind that He assuredly cares for me!